UNDER MY CONTROL ✔

Chapter : 20

It had been almost a week but the great majestical Wang, Wang Yibo was still unable to get even a glimpse of his bunny. His heart ached badly whenever that cute face of his captive flashed in his mind. 

The more he thought, the more his heart became restless. Sometimes he would be caught drinking alone in his dark rook and the next second he would be seen barking at his men who came to report about the assigned mission. 

In the morning, the whole mansion seems to be quiet, lonely and cold. Only the servants and maids seemed to be absorbed in their work and guards guarding the high wall of the building from all around. But at night, Yibo especially ordered everyone to leave the mansion, so that he could hide there and cry till next morning. 

He had forgotten everything successfully and remembered only his addiction...Zhan, Zhan and just Zhan! 

He knew he would get that bunny of his within some day but he just couldn't wait for the day to show up. It's like he was living without breathing. Feeling hurt and unending pain but still hanging on just in hope of getting the person in his arms even for the last time, he loved the most. 

Just how much worse can love be? Is it even love or something else? 

Whatever it is but for Yibo it was deep, beautiful, precious and his. 

He had tried every possible way. He  checked Zhan's mother and she was still there, admitted in the hospital. He messaged his siblings and found they were fine too. 

Not only this, he even put several hidden tracking devices on Jiangs Mansion, especially at the girl, Park Amy but there was no response. No one had shown any strange activities. Nothing to doubt. 

Yibo couldn't just digest the fact that Zhan, who cared for his family endlessly, really left from there without caring for their lives. Zhan knew that he, Yibo could go to any extent just to get what's in his eyes. Then how? 

"Have you changed or... Is it my fault?"

Yibo, who was standing in his bedroom, staring at Zhan's pic on his phone, broke down more and more. He wanted to laugh at his own pathetic condition. 

"Is it how a lover feels or a druggie? "

He mumbled between his tears while falling down on the cold floor, when his glassy eyes became wide as he thought, 

"I found it.. I got your reason to leave me ! ...You want to punish me for my bad deeds, for taking you as mine without your permission, right? Yes, I know I took the wrong steps to get you but couldn't you just let them slide and see my love..? How can you.. (Grabbing his hairs frustratingly) I never treated you as a human..gave you orders like a monster, scared you... Ohhh!! What have I done..

 (Choking in his loud sobbing) W-why..why did I even do all that? What even I get from giving you several tortures.. Am not a human.. Am a monster! A demon! I don't deserve you Zhan.. I don't deserve you..don't let me find you again.. Go hide.. Hide from my inner devil.. Never show up again in front of me.. Or else I'm afraid... I will never let you go again..no matter what happens..no matter how worse the situation turns out afterwards...It's my promise.."

Yibo chuckles darkly while gulping down the bitter liquid from the bottle he was holding all along, in one single go which later got thrown on the floor harshly, splitting its liquid and broken shards everywhere. 

He was getting drunk and his conscience was leaving him all alone in the empty room, having no one to fill with. Suddenly his phone, which was safe as it contained Zhan's only pic, rang. 

Yibo, who was about to sleep from excessive weeping and lack of sleep, abruptly got up in hope of getting what his heart desired. And like a severe bolt, his body jolted…