Angel- lil peep

15

Cleo

Me and tracy ended up hiring out a car and following peep's bus to the next tour stop, which took a couple of hours. They didn't know that we were following them

Either of us haven't really spoke I guess we're just trying to come to the fact with what actually happened in peep's last days and what pressure he was going through and how he was treated by his management, anyway I don't really know what I'm supposed to say to tracy, I'm kinda mad at him he stormed out of the bus when he knows that we have to be there to help him.

He hasn't spoke to me as much as he usually would well he hasn't really spoke to me at all if I'm being honest so I feel like he knows what I'm thinking, I fell like he can read my mind sometimes it's weird.

Bare in mind me and tracy haven't really known each that long, I mean we got to know each other well in the life before but it's not like a friendship which I had with Jas where we can tell each other what the other is thinking just by a look, it's a shame that I saw her true colours before I know I don't have to waste my time on her right now and I can focus on other things like saving peep's life.

"Look I know you probably think what I said last night was wrong, but I didn't say it the first time so I had to say it this time. He needs to see what is wrong and that these people are just using him as an income for money, you saw what happened. That shit happened every night when we used to tour with GBC and that lot, yeah I admit that we were all shit faced on coke and Xanax but now I know the consequences and I wanna do anything to save him, because shit I felt so guilty when I saw his mum cry" he took a deep breath so I took this as my chance to but in and start talking 

"Tracy it's okay I understand I just think that next time we're with him we shouldn't push away because shit" I looked down at my phone to see the date "It's the 13th today so tomorrow night he's gonna be in El Paso okay? so we need to get our shit together cause Tracy this is our last chance otherwise all three of us are gonna be dead. So please just try and hold it together for the 15th and then after you can talk to him about whatever" I sighed looking at him as he wiped the stray tear that had rolled down his face whilst he nodded.

I turned my head and carried on looking out of the window letting the silence take over the car

We were behind the bus but far away but close enough so we know what direction they are going in, turns out they were staying in a hotel for the night it was in El Paso so I'm guessing they wouldn't have to travel the next day

We were currently parked out of the same hotel that they had all just walked into 

"Would it be weird if we just showed up at the same Hotel as them after walking out of the bus?" I asked tracy scrolling through my phone

"Well I mean if someone just walked out of my tour bus I would tell them to fuck off if they tried coming back over to me never mind staying in the same hotel as me"

"Whatever fuck it let's do this"

"What no" Tracy said sitting up from his seat 

"Tracy look if we don't do this now and sort this whole thing out between you two then we're gonna die, and I'm not just saying that you heard that weird angel person thing." I said finishing with a sigh and took his hand into mine "Look Tracy I know this is really hard for you, but please just try and pull through and fix things with him I know it's going to be hard but think about everything that happened after he had passed I don't think any of us will be able to go through that again" I smiled making him sigh and nod 

He got out the car with me following and we both walked into the hotel and booked a hotel room, a fan in the lobby noticed tracy and asked what him what he was doing here as him and peep weren't friends but he just said that he didn't know peep was here and maybe it was supposed to be by chance.