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It's about eleven twenty. After changing in the designers trailer, then going back to mine and FaceTiming Jess, and responding to some dm's and texts, I had nothing to do. It's late, and I want to sleep, but I have a weird feeling that I can't yet.
I got to that stage where you're just sick of going on your phone, but once you're off it you have no clue what else to do. You know?

It's where I am now, and I am bored out of my mind. Normally at this time a week and a half ago, I'd text Louis and we'd talk for a while.
I guess I can't exactly do that anymore...

But I do wanna fix things between us. I really want to.

So I mean what's a little text message?

Ignoring the fact that I've been on my phone for a long time, and my eyes are sore from the screen, I grab out my phone again.

Louis and I used to "hate" each other. Then we became okay friends. Then he became one of the best people I knew, and now we pretend that one another doesn't even exist.

It's a worse feeling than what we were three months ago.

But how on earth do I start?

Staring at the screen, my mind is spinning while I try to figure out what to text him.

Hi Louis it's y/n

No no no how stupid am I? He knows it's me already.

Louis can we talk for a bit?

No now I sound too blunt. He'll know immediately what I'm gonna say.

Louis I'm sorry

Again, too blunt. I'm so dumb. Dumb dumb dumb and more dumb.

Louis I miss you.

Way to sound obsessed y/n.

LOUIS PLEASE FORGIVE ME BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I MISS TALKING TO YOU

Woah woah woah I did not mean to type love in that.
Immediately I delete that text and feel my face burn in embarrassment. I just won't send him a text. We'll figure it out. I know we-

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Louis :)

Louis :)
Were you trying to text me something?

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Well shit.

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Louis :)

Y/n
No

Louis :)
Then how come those three little dots appeared and disappeared 5 times

Y/n
Idk I probably texted the wrong person

Louis :)
As if I believe that

Y/n
Louis I don't wanna do this
Why are you even talking to me rn when you never do in person
Read 11:24 pm

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Wow.

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