blue gems • trixya

chapter 12 - feeling lost

adore led trixie to the main room of the club, a lot of lights were spreading in the corners and some performers were on stage trying to get all the steps to the perfect choreography.

"why the fu-"

"i fucking brought you here because your friend is making chaos in the backstage" adore said while pointing at the curtains behind the main stage. "gigi is doing something there and bianca is upset, now you're fixing this shit"

"bitch" trixie opened her eyes. "it's not my fault if she's such a whore"

"trix, we came here because i wanted you to see that russian hoe again and you did it, which is amazingly great. here's the point: i don't like your friend and she's a mess" adore waved in the air, clearly annoyed.

"oh so you want me to fix it because you're not capable to handle a tiny redhead hm?" trixie replied.

"i am capable to handle anything, but she's your friend not mine"

"what does that mean? are you jealous again?"

"i just want you to be a great friend of mine" adore said, while bringing her hands to the hair. "i want you to care about me, i want to feel you by my side when i'm feeling at my lowest. you're not doing it and i'm fucking done"

"oh so i'm not a great friend" trixie frowned. "i'm trying to my best. but you're not meeting me half way since you disparge everything i do"

"it's just my point of view, trixie. i don't like your things and you don't like mine"

"i like your things, jesus christ" trixie took a step back. "you're the problem in our fucking friendship"

"oh so now i'm a problem? then why are you living in my house?"

"because i don't have anyone but you!" trixie yelled and the performers turned around.

"then why am i the problem? you're saying the same fucking shit"

"what the hell are you talking about"

"i'm talking about violet, she took you away from me and i wasn't okay with it. i really hate the fact that somebody could be more important than me in your life" adore said.

"i don't have anybody adore and you're a fucking selfish bitch" trixie stated, pointing at her friend.

"if i'm selfish why are you my friend?"

trixie shrugged.

"i don't really want a friend like you anymore" adore said, the tears were slowly falling down her eyes down to her cheeks.

trixie frowned. "what did you just say?"

"i don't wanna be your friend anymore" adore looked at the floor.

"so what do you want me to do adore?" trixie asked while her lips were shaking.

"if you really think that i'm a selfish and that i am the problem in our friendship, probably you should go away from my house"

a tear fell silent on the rosy cheek of the blonde haired girl, she was looking at adore straight into her eyes while her fingers were frozed. trixie nodded and without even saying a thing, walked in the direction of the backstage to take gigi.

she passed by the performers that saw the whole scene, trixie didn't know how to act actually: adore was the only one that stayed with her when her parents died.

a lot of flashbacks came back to her mind while she wiped the tear from her face: she remembered the times when her mom wore her favorite red lipstick and she remembered her dad laughing with her about the dumbest things ever.

she remembered the times when her mother used to sing a lullaby to make her sleep well and she remembered when her dad brought home that little cat that she named charlie. she had almost forgot about him, when trixie lost charlie another piece of her heart went to heaven and that was the moment when adore took her to go and live with her.

the blonde haired girl got in the backstage and gigi was discussing with bianca, a lot of noise was coming from that conversation.

"i was just trying to approach that girl, could you please be nice to me ma'am?" gigi asked, looking at bianca.

"no whore, you useless people are not fucking allowed to approach them" she replied. "and crystal is not an except-"

"gigi we have to go" trixie stated.

"tracy, i'm talking to bia-"

"please, gigi" trixie looked at her friend, probably the only one now and tears were falling down tirelessly. "we have to go"

gigi frowned. "is everything okay?"

"please" trixie bit her lips.

the red haired girl nodded. "yea okay" she turned to bianca. "i'm sorry bitch, but we have to continue this thing later"

bianca rolled her eyes. "don't approach my girls you motherfucker" she stated, but trixie and gigi were already walking down the few stairs.

the blonde haired girl held the hand of her friend while they were going out of the club.

"what happened tracy?" she asked, opening the door to get away from there.

trixie shook her head. "it was so fast, adore doesn't want to be my friend anymore"

gigi opened her eyes. "are you sure? did you listen carefully?"

"i did gigi, and now i don't even have a bed to sleep in"

the redhead frowned.

"she doesn't want me to live with her and she's the only one that cared about me and i'm feeling..." trixie looked up to the sky. "i'm feeling shit"

"i care about you, you're not a shit"

"i fucking met you yesterday, how can you care about me? i always fuck everything up"

"okay so, listen to me" gigi took the face of her friend in her hands. "let me take the car, you stay here"

trixie nodded.

"i'll be right back, you're coming home with me today" gigi smiled.

the blonde haired girl closed her eyes while the hands of the girl in front of her left her face.

her cheeks were still wet and she took a deep breath when she felt the warmth of her friend leaving her to take the car.

trixie put her arms behind her back and she looked up to the sky, again.

"you look like a painting, a sad one but still a beautiful painting" a voice echoed in the street and the blonde haired girl turned around just to find a pair of amazing blue gems.

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to be continued...