A/n i know the last chapter was the scene from the film in dumbledores eyes but now I'm making it up again. Just to help it not confuse you. This is my own work again in JK's world.
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Harrys POV
its been 6 months since Sirius' death and I'm still not fully over it. I know what people are thinking though
'why is he still not over his godfather, he got over his parents pretty quick'.
LIES.
One i was little when my parents died so i don't really remember them, two i miss them everyday, Voldemort took them away from me and that is something i will never get over. But i think with Sirius it was different, I spent 3 years with him like he was a father to me, he was the last of my family, and to see him get taken away from me right in front of my eyes, they don't know how that feels. I think they need detention with Umbridge, i must not tell lies.
Shes finally gone, and Dumbledores back, everyone says there glad things are back to normal, but there not, they never will be.
Ive been awake since 4:00 in the morning, having nightmares of that night in the ministry. Of Sirius. But its turning 8:00 now and people are starting to wake.
"Morning mate." Says Ron
"Alright" i reply weakly
"Bloody hell, the question is are you alright?" he says shocked,
"What you mean?" i ask,
"your eyes are bloodshot!"
"i didn't sleep" i yawn "i'll be fine, come on lets get ready for breakfast".
We get changed and make our way out of the common room, the door shuts behind us.
"Wheres Hermione?" i ask,
"Already there, looks like she couldn't sleep either." Ron replies handing me a note.
Dear Ron and Harry,
I couldn't quite sleep, so vie just nipped to the library and ill meet you in the great hall for breakfast.
From Hermione x
"Always has time for books that one" i laugh. It's nice to laugh again, its a good way to hide the pain.
We walk through the great hall and start to walk down to Hermione, waving her hand frantically for us. However every time we passed a student they turned their heads to stare at me. It got so annoying, that i even yelled at a small boy.
"What?!"
He didnt expect it and i made him jump. In that moment i see the newspaper he had in his hand with me and dumbledore on it, from the night in the ministry. Are they still talking about it six months on, cant they let me forget and move on! I snatch it from him and instantly pull out my wand.
I see everyone turn to me and even the teachers started to look up from there in depth conversations.
"INFERNO" i shout,
and the paper catches fire and burns in the middle of the hall, till it turns to ash. I got really angry okay! But none of the teachers acted. I sit down while the whole room is silent staring at me.
"What was that all ab-"
Hermione starts to lecture me about my actions but im thinking too deeply and getting all worked up and frustrated, that i see her mouth moving and no sound coming out. I was going crazy, whats wrong with me, has that night affected me that much.
I look finally up to Hermione and sound starts to arrive.
"Harry, Harry, Harry can you hear me, whats wrong with him Ron?"
"Harry, Mate snap out of it" Ron says worryingly
suddenly and snap strikes my right cheek and a shout penetrates my ears
"HARRY FOR GODSAKES SNAP OUT OF IT." Hermione shouts,
i can move my mouth again,
"yeah, sorry what?" i reply rubbing my cheek,
"Mate look around" Says Ron,
the great hall was bare, no one was here, only me, Ron, Hermione and Dumbledore with Snape and McGonagall all looking very worried, except Snape who looked suspicious.
i start to get shivers and goosebumps but my forehead is soaked with sweat, i itch the back of my neck looking to the teachers and facing my worried friends,
"ive-I've got to go" i jump from my seat "ill see you in lesson", i start to exit the great hall when a big booming voice shouts
"Not so fast Harry!" It was Dumbledore.
I freeze on the spot and slowly twist my body. I see McGonagall talking to Ron and Hermione and then Dumbledore and Snape slowly making there way towards me.
"Minerva, could you kindly guide Mr Weasley and Miss Granger to the common room" said Dumbledore,
"Of course Professor" replies McGonagall "come on you two, lets have a little chat"
"Severus could you call Remus Lupin to meet me in my office please", Snape left without a sound.
"Sir, sir i'm f-" i panick
"come Harry"
we walk out of the great hall, I'm still so cold but my clothes are wet. We arrive at the stone statue.
"sherbet lemon"
and we walk straight through to his office. As soon as we walked through the door, Lupin was already holding my face and looking in my eyes.
"My god Harry, whats wrong?" he exclaimes
"please take a seat you two" says Dumbledore,
"Albus whats wrong? Whats happened?"
Remus asks worryingly.
Dumbledore looks at me and remus shoots a glare at me "Harry tell me"
"I'm fine" i reply
"try again" he insists
"i didn't sleep, okay, thats all"
Remus looks towards Dumbledore "is it like before? Is he having visions"
"No its not!" I shout "i cant do this" i shoot from my seat.
"Harry sit down" says Remus sternly
"Harry we can't help you unless you tell us" says Dumbledore
"you cant help me anyway so whats the point!" i'm starting to get frustrated and angry, just like before.
"let us try" persists Lupin
"Well if you can bring Sirius back from the dead that would be perfect, but you cant can you?!" I shout and run out the room straight to the boys toilets, I'm not coping at all.
Dumbledores Office
"You sure it was a good idea, not letting him see Sirius, making him think he's dead, because i don't see a brave, strong, determined boy, i see a heartbroken, vunreable, depressed boy!" Shouts Remus.
"I assure you my decision was right, you will see." says Dumbledore calmly
"Your decision better be right Albus, because if it isn't i wont be able to forgive you, and Sirius and i will never be able to forgive our selves because we never stopped you" says Remus coldly
"You need to trust me Remus, when have i ever been wrong" he asks
"we will see if he carries on like this ill have to tell Sirius" and Remus walks in the floo network
"its all part of the plan" Whispers Dumbledore to himself
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Hope you enjoyed i tried to make it a bit longer, if your confused do tell me but I'm trying to make it as clear as possible.
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A Sirius Mistake
FanfictionWhat if Sirius Black didn't die?! And it was all a big mistake! What if the curtian, the veil didn't actually carry him away at all! All rights to Jk Rowling for making these amazing books and the wizarding world. All the character belong to her.
