A Sirius Mistake

secret meeting

Sirius POV
I've thought of returning to Grimmauld Place, but I've received intelligence that my house, my parents house is Harrys house, with is right, i guess, if I'm supposed to be dead. I miss him everyday, it breaks my heart to wake up in god knows where and not being able to contact him. Dumbledores got a good eye on me so i cant try and sneak out to find him. It sucks. At one point i was debating to go in the shrieking shack but still its too obvious. Im sure Harrys fine though, he's a brave kid. I need to see someone tho, I'm going mental with no contact, I'm not banned from my friends am i, Moony could come see me.

i slowly whisper a message in a patronus and it flys away, 5 minutes later theres a knock at my shed. I walk over to the frozen handle, and slowly turn it. I see a shabby shadow of my old friend and welcome him with open arms. He accepts it.

"Sirius oh how I'm glad your alright" Remus gleefully says

"yeah I'm alright, been in padfoot form to keep myself warm in this place."

"have you not looked in the village for a house, it is a sweet place"

"i don't understand all this muggle fortune, it confuses me"

Remus chuckles and looks at me with sad eyes.

"What wrong? Tell me."I invite him to sit down on the haybales.

"Im not suppose to visit your or tell you, but it-"

"its what remus tell me please, I've heard no news from anyone, its killing me."

"Harrys not coping Sirius, he's getting more depressed by the minute, your death haunts hims, he cant sleep"

I stand up in anger that i feel so helpless. "I need to see him!" I shout

"you can't you know you can't, he might get better throughout the year, I've heard he's got really good in potions class, with the new teacher, slughorn, remember him?"

"Oh yeah, he adored lily, but still Harry is being lied to by a man he trusts."

"Im as angry as you Sirius but you know we have no power over Dumbledore"

"How old is he, is he gonna die soon?"

"Sirius!" Shouts Remus shocked "You cant say that! Dumbledores helped us a lot"

"Just saying then i could see Harry"

"i know your upset and confused but you really need to be pacient, ill try and keep you posted"

"thank you for coming Remus, means a lot"

"Bye Padfoot"

Remus leaves and I'm left alone cold again, the thought of how badly Harry is coping because of a lie, boils my blood but i cant do anything...