Hi friends, Thanks for waiting, My friends said, It's too early in the morning to update but here i am. this part takes place after Danny gets on his plane. So we're going back in time. I hope you have a fantastic day. here g I you.
Drew's POV
The second Danny got on that plane to home I had a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. On the drive back to my house all I could think of were Danny's baby blue eyes. When I'd finally got back home I opened the door and slumped down on the wall.
I felt the tears that had been forming in my eyes start to fall. Danny was consuming my mind. I have never missed him like this before. All I wanted to do was hug him and that moment to last forever.
I pulled my phone out to call Amanda but the last thing I'd been on was Twitter. And the very first post on me recommended page was the Pansexual pride flag. I didn't need to even read the post before my childhood memories came flooding back. There was a time in middle school when I thought I was Pan. There was a time I had kind of liked a boy in my grade.
We were close friends and one day I don't even remember what happened but I had been crying and he hugged me and it felt so good. I wanted that moment to last.
Oh fuck. I like Danny in the same way. Shit I like like Danny Gonzalez. Before I could think I about this anymore. My phone started to vibrate. My heat skipped a beat seeing as it displayed 'Amanda ❤'. I quickly took a breath and answered.
"Hi baby." I said.
"I'm almost home!"
"I'm excited to see you."
"Uh, yeah me too. Hey, Drew umm.... When I get home Can we talk about something."
"Okay...I love you see you when you get home."
"Uh, yeah. I love you too?"
"Amanda? Is everything okay?"
"Yeah."
"Well bye."
"Bye."
I felt a hot stream of tears drip from eyes. I stood up and ran to the bathroom, I splashed cold water on my face to try to get the redness to go away. I knew Amanda would walk in any second I couldn't let her see me like this. And what did she want to talk about anyway. Could she be cheating? No, right? I heard I garage door open. I walked out hoping she wouldn't notice the tears still in my eyes.
I went up to her and gave her a big hug. She hesitated to hug back."What do you want to talk about?"
"Let's go over to the couch." She said looking down. I followed her over to the couch and sat down, "So you know how I was staying with my parents?"
"Yeah...?"
"Well...Umm I- wasn't with my parents."
"Amanda..."
"Drew, I found someone else."
"Yeah, I figured that's what this was about..."
"I'm sorry." She said looking down.
"I'm not mad. I knew our spark disappeared."
"I still really care about you....Just like a friend now."
"Yeah, just friend's."
"I'll answer your questions."
"Who is it?"
"Her name is Jenna."
(Yes this is kurtis' girlfriend and we're "not" hinting at another fanfic)"Okay wasn't expecting that..How long?"
"I met her a 6 months ago and we immediately clicked. We've met up a few times and last night we..."
(Just pretend like Florida and Canada are close)
"That's a lot to process. But I'm not mad I support you. And as long as we're talking can I tell you something?"
"Go for it."
"I think I have a crush on Danny."
The rest of that day happened in a flash. Amanda moved out. And I was left to my thoughts again.
(Now we're caught up to the end of last chapter)
My phone started ringing. What now. Oh it's Laura. I immediately answer assuming the worse. What if Danny tried to end it. What if he needs a hug from me and I'm not there to do it.
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FanficTW: This story about talks depression and self-harm this can be very triggering for some people and I don't want that. Danny Gonzalez goes to visit his friend Drew Gooden (yes this is a fanfic I spend most of my time reading them and watching there...