august || Taejin ✔✔

4. I'm Confused

AN:

All of my books have lessons. At least MOST of them. So you wait until this book ends or to progress before you judge it. I think I've already explained myself enough in my message board and in Unholy. But I won't get affected anymore. Anyway, this book isn't long unlike my other books. If you don't like it, you can stop reading. 😊💜

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Seokjin

I kept on sending my resumes to several hospitals around Seoul and nearby cities. It was frustrating how difficult it was to find a job. That old-man really did me dirty. I was just doing my job. How dare he fired me?

It's been more than a week and I couldn't believe nobody called to hire me. I graduated in one of the best medical schools. I graduated with honors, I couldn't understand why my resume didn't appeal to any hospital yet.

"Damn these hospitals," that's all I could utter. Sure, I have savings, but for how long will I survive with only that savings to rely on?

Namjoon placed a cup of tea on the table and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Something I needed badly. "Relax, babe. I'm sure someone will hire you soon. Be patient."

Closing my laptop, I smiled thinly and took a sip of the tea he prepared for me. The chamomile did calm my anxious nerves. My favorite tea flavor. "I know. I'm sorry. I bet you're also stressed out because of me."

Namjoon shook his head and flashed a smile. His dimples appeared and it instantly boosted my happy hormones. Something I really needed these days. He pulled me up and wrapped his hands around my waist. His lips a breath away from mine. My body reacted immediately to his touch. I could already feel the heat between our bodies. Something I really miss.

"You will never be a stress to me. You know how much you make me happy and that's what I want you to be. Your problem is my problem and I want you to know that I will support and cheer you. Don't you ever think negatively. I love you,"

I smiled at his words. And it gave me the courage to make the move and capture his lips. We always kiss slowly at first, feeling each other's lips, moving gently against each other, with our tongues teasing the other.

I felt Namjoon lifted me and put me on the table. I could already feel his hard member against my thigh. Our lips now moving with hungry urgency. His hands under my ass and squeezing them as our tongues tangled and danced together.

He pulled away to remove his shirt and when I opened my eyes, it widens in shock and panic. I immediately pushed him away.

"Hey, why? What's wrong? " Namjoon was surprised by my reaction. I couldn't blame him. I was surprised too.

I stared at Namjoon for a while. Cursing to myself why I saw a different person when I opened my eyes. I blinked several times, sighing in guilt, I pulled him close and gave him a tight hug. Burying my face in his chest. "I'm sorry. I think I'm too stressed lately. I didn't mean to. I swear."

His hands rubbed my back. Even without looking, I knew he was smiling to reassure that everything will be fine. His touch, his voice, his presence, they were enough. "It's okay. I know you've been thinking a lot lately. I just hope you did not see me as that chairman when you opened your eyes."

I laughed at his joke. I was glad he took it lightly. I was glad that he couldn't access my mind because once he knew whom I saw earlier, I was sure he wouldn't like it.

Then, my phone started to ring. We looked at each other in the hopes that it was a call from one of the hospitals where I applied. I hopped down from the table and grabbed my phone.