3- Dans Pov

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I wake up, eyes shooting open. I sigh when I realise where I am and I stare at the ceiling. God, if I could call Phil I would! All electronics are taken away at a certain time which I suppose is wise. I start having flashbacks to me and Phil making me smile. I remember one of our dates didn't go as planned and I laugh under my breath at the memory. I remember trying to stop Phil from going on the date but he's more stubborn than I am

Flashback
I jump up when hearing the door open, knowing it's Phil. We were to go on our date any minute now and I was really looking forward to it! But my running stops dead when I see Phil, sweaty and tired and can barely stand up. How did he even make it here in one piece? I run over to him seeing as he's about to faint "alright, I've got you" I try helping him up but his weight makes us both collapse and we end up on the floor, me cradling him in my arms trying to calm him down "breath, it's ok. Look at me, Phil" he doesn't at first but I order him again and he looks at me and I smile at him, looking into his glassy eyes. I finally stop him hyperventilating and ask him what's wrong "b...bookshop...p..panic a..a..attack" that's all I got out of him, Phil works as an assistant in a bookshop not far from where I live. Phil must of thought it'd be best to come see me instead of going home, which I think is wise of him. He was going to come anyways but still. I rock him back and forth, humming 'remember me' I'm not a singer, Phil's the singer in our relationship. It's always been his dream to go into stardom and we're still waiting for him to get that opportunity "we better get going, we'll miss the movie" I stare at him wide eyed, confusion painted on my face "absolutely not, if you think we're going on that date after what just happened, your mistaken" Phil is just as stubborn as me and when we've planned something, nothing will stop him from going even a panic attack "Dan, I'm fine. We'll be sitting down anyways" I stand my ground and shake my head, saying no. He literally just collapsed into my arms, he's in no shape to go on a date! I'm not putting my boyfriend in danger "please, Dan?" I sigh and finally give in, helping him up. I went to get my coat and when I came back Phil was presenting a half bent rose "it got kinda bent when I fainted but I still hope you like it" I blush and take it, kissing his nose sweetly "of course I love it, you dork!"
End of flashback

I laugh at the memory under my breath but my brain wasn't done with memory lane as it came up with a different memory: Phil's first show. Aw, I remember just his nervous he was! He almost had a panic attack but thankfully, he didn't

Flashback
"Dan, Dan. Stop worrying, please?" I messed with his hair and styling it, touching up his makeup and faffing around "your gonna be great out there!" I was blown away by his beauty, he was wearing a blue shiny outfit with matching heels and makeup. Phil pulls me in by my waist making me bump into his chest and put my hands on said chest for support "I'll only be great because you'll be out there" I couldn't stop the blush from forming in my cheeks and I hid my blushing face in his chest, laughing like a idiot "stop flirting and get out there!" Phil lifted my chin up and kissed me, my arms wrapped around his neck and my hands made their way to his hair "next up, Phil Lester!" I pull away from the kiss and leave his dressing room, telling him that I'll see him up there. I slip into the booth next to Louise "this is exciting!" I tap on the table nervously, nervous for him. What if he needs me? Nah, he'll be fine! Ugh my brain was at war with my heart! I sip my coke anxiously "he'll be great, Dan" and there he is, my boyfriend. Looking drop dead gorgeous under the spotlight smiling at me and Louise. 2 minutes later he starts singing and my entire world stopped. Everything was silent except him, my face had gone red and my heart was pounding loudly in my ears. I was genuinely amazed at how beautiful he sounded! I wanted to stand up and scream 'that's my boyfriend! You fuckers better appreciate him, that's my boyfriend!' But all I could do was watch, watch this angel perform. I knew two things right there and then: 1) that he is destined for greatest and 2) I'm going to marry him
End of flashback

I giggle and close my eyes, falling asleep and my brain had one more memory for me: our engagement. I smiled as I fell asleep, remembering his face and everything about that day

Flashback
"Damn! We're snowed in!" I sat by the fire humming and drinking my hot chocolate "we have nowhere to go anyways" I saw Phil walking over and I jumped up, putting down the hot chocolate carefully "sit down, I'll be right back!" He sat down on the couch confused and watched me run off. I ran to the bedroom and pulled out the little velvet box, opening it to reveal a beautiful silver ring. True, things aren't going according to plan. I wanted to do this outside in the snow but here is fine. I hide it behind my back and go back to him "are you ok?" I nod and tell him to close his eyes. Once he closes his eyes I get on one knee and open the box telling him to open them. He opens his eyes and throws his hands over his mouth "Phil, I love you. I've never met anyone quite like you. Your amazing! Your funny, your kind, generous, creative. I knew from the day I met you that we'd be together forever. You've done so much for me and other people but you don't let that get in the way of your own happiness. You've made me happier than I've ever been and I can't imagine a world without you in it. So, Philip Michael Lester, will you make me the happiest guy in the world and marry me?" He seemed speechless, tears rolling down his cheeks. He didn't give me an answer and hugged me to fast than he made both of us fall backwards "is that a 'yes'?" He pulled away laughing "oh sorry, yes! Yes I'll marry you!" I laugh at him and hug him tightly, kissing him passionately. I slip the ring in his finger and wipe his tears

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