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What do you do if you have a crush on someone and if you date them you could lose lots of your friends. And posibly start to hurt yourself again. Uggg why!!

Alpha help me

I known I haven't talked to you in forever and I'm sorry. I know I've said that a hundred times. I may not have anymeaning to you but just know i am truely sorry.

My mc nuggets do you have any suggestions?

Who am I kidding. No ones reading this.

No one will care about my pathetic problems or how Im a crazy blonde sometimes.

No one will know that I need someone. Not someone I know but someone new. I need a clean slate to show who I really am. I wish HE could be my clean slate. But I know that he wouldn't go for me.

He would go for my friend. The short brown haired, brown eyed, batman lover. Not me the somewhat tall, blonde haired, blue green hazel eyed, hyper scene wanna be.

I mean who would want this!!!!

I'm horrible and I hurt evryone I care about.

I've left my J bug for weeks at a time.

I've not even noticed Alpha in the halls.

Hell I broke Claizy's heart and I didnt even feel bad about it.

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!

JUST EVERYONE WHO KNOWS IVE HURT THEM IN SOMEWAY JUST UGGGGGGG. IDK ANYMORE.!!!!?!?!?!?!?!

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