He is taller then me
No one is taller then me
It was nice to look upHe said he was sad
Was it a joke
Or was it realI want to offer him my number
And tell him that when he's down
Shoot me a text and I'll feel with youBut that's weird
It's weird isn't it
Why am I being weirdWe talked about our past
I never talk about my past
I smile and pretend I'm fineMy mind jumps from poems
To him and me in my room
Laughing at stupid moviesI went from talking to my mom
To me wanting to bring him over
So that he can meet herBut that's weird
It's so incredibly weird
Why are my thoughts being weirdWe were laughing
And we were talking about stuff
Sad enough to cry aboutWe were open
And I really liked being open
It was really refreshingAnd I had an urge to confess
That I was gay
And that scared meAnd that's weird
That's so not me
What had happened to meHow did this guy crumble my castle
That I spent so long
Repairing with stonesI want him to be my friend
Because he felt real
Realer than anyone elseWhat does this mean
Why do I feel like this
Were do I go from hereI have friends so why am I being weird
Why does this feel different
Why do I feel like a freak
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My Book of Poems
PoetryHello, I'm not going to lie. I suck at conversations, especially if I have to introduce myself. This is partially what I write about. You see, I write when I freak out. I write when I can't deal with being myself. So I hope you will take a look into...