~chapter 12~the argument~.

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by jstories355

by jstories355

"y/n i'm sorry" tony says

"anyone hungry? i'm gonna make dinner" you say to everyone purposely ignoring tony

"y/n i'm sorry but puts yourself in my shoes for a second-"

u get really mad and turn round and say "EXCUSE ME! in YOUR SHOES!"

bucky hears and walks to the door frame and open the door and listens (his foots better now).

you then say sarcastically...
"ohh i'm so sorry if you find it hard that you have to parent your kids again! i'm so sorry that your child is happy with her boyfriend your life must be so hard!"
you then begin to shout really loud "
YOUR LIFE IS NOTHING COMPARE TO MY SH*T!"
you begin to tear up witch turns into crying a screaming this
"YOU LEFT ME AND MORGAN 5 YEARS AGO ! IN THAT 5 YEARS MOM JUST GAVE UP AND I BASICALLY BECAME MORGANS MOM! I FED HER , BROUGHT HER CLOTHES AMD TOYS AND ALL THE OTHER SHIT SHE NEEDED TO KEEP HER HAPPY, ALONG SIDE THAT I HAD TO PAY FOR MY THINGS TOO! MY FOOD MY CLOTHES AMD SOMHOW HAD TO GET TO SCHOOL WITHOUT BEING LATE FORM DROPPING MORGAN OFF, I HAD TO WORK A NIGHT SHIFT EVERY SAY AND FULL DAYS ON SATURDAY AND SUNDAY! AND I FINALLY COME HERE WHERE I DON'T NEED TO CARE ABOUT THAT BULLSHIT AND THEN I GET TO RELAX AND I MEET SOMONE UNTIL YOU GO BEATING THE SHIT OUT OF THEM ! BUCKY IS THE ONLY THING other than Morgan THAT MAKES ME HAPPY DAD SO STOP MAKING THIS ALL ABOUT YOUAND DON'T TELL ME ITS HARD FOR YOU WHEN I HAVE LOST EVERY SINGLE BIT OFF MY CHILD HOOD. PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES FOR ONCE!"
you walk back to the kitchen, wipe away your tears and act like nothing happened

"so what does everyone want for dinner" you ask as your voice shakes from crying

"i'm fine thanks y/n" everyone says

"okay we'll then. if you excuse me ,i'm going to bed"

you walk into your room and slam the door

bucky then walks into your room"hey y/n"

"ohh hey buck" you wipe away your tears

he then hugs you and you cry into his shoulder

"it's okay doll"

you raise your voice a bit and everyone can hear you and cry a lot

"it's not fucking okay tho! everything's just turning to sh*t the only reason i haven't left yet is cos of you and Morgan i just wanna end all this shit! i want - i want a normal dad to care for me and play games with , an normal mom to cheer me up and make me food when i'm hungry , normal parents to look after me and not leave me on my own! my moms right , everything just turns to SHIT no matter how hard you try to make it better!"

Bucky then hugs you and you calm down a bit

"y/n you might think that everyone thinks you sh*t and that your making everything worse but you've made my life 1000x better just by being in it, no one could make me as happy as you make me,"

you kiss him and hug him again he picks you up and you end up falling asleep in his arms so he lays you down on the bed and then slowly walks out shutting the door behind him trying not to wake you
"night guys" bucky says

".your not sleeping in her room with her , i'll tell you that!" tony says

"i know tony, i like your daughter and if i want your approval i'm obvisousley not gonna sleep with her in your house , i'll just keep it casual seen as you don't like the fact we're dating so yeah." bucky says smiling

"so i guess having sex with her was keeping it causal" tony says annoyed

bucky sighs "that was just a one off, thing stark , it was stupid but it won't happen again" bucky walks into his room and says to himself "not soon anyway"

everyone then goes to bed