"so w-" you couldn't even get two words out before Bucky grabbed your neck and pulled you closer , kissing you so rough , sliding in his tongue.
"i'm sorry i know i broke up with you-"
"y- you can't just kiss me to make up for it! just forget it buck!"
bucky raises his voice a tiny bit "but it was a stupid ass decision and i don't know why i did it ! i'm so fucking sorry and idk what to do , i- i'm sorry y/n" he looks you dead in the eye hoping you'll say somthing
"whatever" you roll up ur eyes
"so we good?" bucky asks confused
"we good" you say smiling sarcastically at him still a little pissed off
"but we're friends right?" he ask double checking
"yeah yeah friends , night" you say hoping he will leave
"night y/n" you can tell bucky was sad by the tone of his voice and how he slowly strolled upstairs to go to sleep
next morning
you're still in the basement and haven't has any sleep.Tony comes down to see a very pale looking y/n still working on a suit. you have dark puffy bags under your eyes and a washout pale look all over. You literally look like you just woke up from a grave.
"hey y/n ... you ok honey" tony asks
"i'm fine" you say bluntly
"you sure?" tony asks concerned
"i said IM FINE!" you shout back getting a little aggravated.
"y/n wassup?" tony asks really worried about you
"if i say i'm fine IM FINE!" you drop everything in your hands , and storm upstairs from the basement to the kitchen making yourself an espresso to keep you awake.
"y/n , you need sleep you can't rely on coffee to keep you up!"
"i cant rely on you to be a good father but , here we are" you roll your eyes and down the espresso, walk into your room and slam the door behind you.
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You change into this and walk out really energetic because the espressos are kicking in. You run out and stop right in front of the espresso machine and make yourself another one.
"dammm this is gooooooooood!" you say smiling "hahah do you know what's a funny word ? espresso . espresso . espresso . espresso."
everyone turns round and looks at you a tiny bit shocked as your not wearing the same style kind of thing as you usually wear. You normally just wear skirts dresses and booty shorts but this was quite tomboyish and it suited you very well!
"ok y/n you've had too many espressos thats enough" tony say taking in put your hand"
"nasty bitch" you roll your eyes still jumping around a bit really energetic.
"EXCUSE ME!" tony asks offended.
"caffeine's taking over" you smile.
Bucky then walks out his room and then room grows quiet. You make awkward eye contact for a few seconds and all your energy just drains out. You quickly snap out of it and turn away , now missing Bucky a lot.
"right umm i- ...." you can't think off anything to say until Morgan walks out.
"y/n... where mr park man?" she asks walking over to you as you pick her up.
"ummm he-" you don't know what to say.
"i'm hungry" Morgan says
"i'll make you some breakfast." you walk her to the kitchen and make her waffles and the you walk over to the living room and sit on the chair and sigh. You can keep your mind off Bucky and you miss him. You zone out and not hear anyone talking
"hey wanda whats she thinking about"
"i think it's obvious tony ... she's thinking about Bucky." Wanda says calmly
"ohh for fuck sake! why!?" tony shouts
"Tony , there in love , can you blame her?" wanda says sweetly.
Morgan walks over to you and taps your leg.
"Y/n- wait i like your top it look pretty" she says sweetly
"ohh thanks Morgan" you smile
"anyway i'll be back" Morgan says walking off
she comes back a few minutes later with Bucky's arm in her hand
"MORGAN! WHERE DID YOU GET THAT!!" you run and take the arm off her.
"i found it" Morgan smiles proud of herself.
You crouch down to her level and say "don't take this okay? this isn't yours and it's not nice to take it ok?" you tuck her hair behind her ear
"fine" Morgan says moody.
you sigh and walk round the huge compound checking every room for bucky. You find him in one of the many guest rooms on a bed crying.
you walk in "hey buck-" you realise he's crying "ohh um-" you walk back out slightly.
"h-hey y/n" he sits up wiping his tears making it look like he's not crying.
"umm Morgan took this"
"thanks" he sands up and walks over to you and grabs his arm.
"i know your probably still pissed at me-"
"b-" you try to explain something but he interrupts you.
he begins inching closer to you "let me finish, i am REALLY sorry! i made a horrible decision and i regret it A Lot! please Please jsut give me another chance ? please?" he saysnow towering over you.
"not yet buck ... i'm sorry" you walk away slowly
authors note: btw these may be included in future chapters: y/n=your name y/n/n= your nick name y/m/n= your middle name y/e/c= your eye colour y/h/c= your hair colour
sorry i haven't updated this in a while :/ altos been going on
