y/n stark and the avengers journey

~chapter 29~friends~

Bucky walks out his room now with tear stains and bright red eyes.

"Buck , are you really not gonna get back with her?" Steve asks.

"I- I really don't know , I mean I like her so fucking much but I- god I miss her so much. Am I over reacting? I am aren't I! I mean I fuck up all the time and she doesn't react like this but the second she fucks up I end things with her. Ok this is bad, now she's crying , I'm crying and one arm covered in blood..... but what if I ask her to get back with me and she says no? What if she never ever talks to me again? What if she ignores me for the rest of my life?" Bucky says overthinking. he paces up and down speaking his mind to everyone in the room.

"Buck come on, you know y/n loves you too." Steve reassures him.

"But what if she doesn't anymore , I love her so FUCKING MUCH! WHAT IF I SCREWED THAT UP? WHAT IF I- I really miss her... a lot." Bucky shouts.

"I gotta go to bed , I'll- I'll talk to you in the morning." Bucky walks into his room crying.

Next morning we'll actually 3am
You wake up and change into baggy clothes and walk out your room at 3:46am

You walk out expecting everyone to be asleep in there rooms but instead you find a sleepless Bucky crying on the couch.

He looks up and looks you directly in the eye.

"H-hey , what you doing up" he wipes his face.

"I was gonna go for a walk, why you up?" You ask him worried.

"Can't sleep" he says before taking a sip of his beer.

"So umm... I really am sorry about... what I did. I really fucked up and I promise I will never ever ever ever EVER do it again Buck" you explain.

"Can I join you on the walk you were gonna take?"

"Yeah" you smile a lot.

You are wearing grey baggy sweatpants and a huge baggy top while he's wearing a baggy hoodie and grey sweatpants too.

You walk for like 3 minutes until he finally break the silence.

"I probably over reacted and don't get me wrong I'm still kinda pissed but-... I miss you" he says looking at the ground.

"I miss you too" you sigh.

"But I'm still pissed... on the other hand I don't wanna loose this, me and you. So maybe if it's alright with you , can we stay friends for a while?" Bucky asks.

"Y-yeah sure" you reply. Inside you were dying inside but you had to act like you were ok.

We carry on the walk and talk like friends.

"Ohh hey how's Morgan." He asks,

"She's good, she keeps asking to see you," you laugh.

"Aww, I'll talk to her later." Bucky smiles.

You carry on talking until you walk back at 5.
We walk into the compound and everyone's in the main room.

"Where have you 2 been?" Tony asks suspicious.

"We went on a walk" I reply

"Back with mamas boy yet?" He asks sipping his drink.

"One. Don't call him that. Two. No, we decided to stay friends for a while." You say twiddling your fingers and Bucky's behind you with his hands in his pockets.

"Oh" tony says slightly happy.

"Hey where's Morgan." Bucky asks

"I'm here" she shouts running towards Bucky.

"Ohh there you are" Morgan runs into Bucky's arms

"How you been" Bucky asks.

"I'm good," Morgan smiles.

Bucky walks into his room and I sit on the couch.

"So your really ok with this...friends thing?" Nat asks

"Umm ... yeah sure" I sigh.

"Your not are you." Nat says softly to me.

"Well... no not really.. but it's what he wants so , I'll just have to deal with it." I say to nat as I shrug my shoulders. "I mean, I technically cheated on him , so he has every right to be mad so yeah" I say in a very depressing tone.

Bucky's pov:
Yep. I heard that. Every single word. God this is hard. I just don't want to be pissed at her.
End pov

Bucky walks back out and goes to walk down the corridor but gets stoped by Tony.

"Did you break up with my daughter?"

"Yes tony-"

"now I don't want you anywhere near her? Ok?"

"No , I don't give a shit anymore , you tell me to break up with her so I do and then that leaves me heartbroken for days and days, I get back with her and you beat me up! I the break up with her again and now your saying I can't go near her! I JUST WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH HER FOR A WHILE! WHY IS THAT SO WRONG TONY!" bucky shouts fed up with tiny

"She cheated on you , don't you get the memo, why do you still wanna be friends with her" tony scoffs

"1: Becuase she's amazing and actually makes me happy and 2: I still like her but I'm pissed at her". Bucky goes to walk off before getting punched by Tony.

"WHAT THE FUCK!" Bucky shouts wiping the blood off his nose.

"You broke her heart." Tony says angrily

"WELL THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME! YOU TELL ME TO BREAK UP WITH HER AND I DO , I THEN BREAK UP WITH HER AND NOW YOU PUNCH ME ROUND THE FACE FOR LISTENING TO YOU SO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME?" bucky shouts.

"To leave... now... I said I wouldn't kick you out so I am.. LEAVE!" Tony shouts

Bucky storms into the living room where everyone else is.

"Steve , keys?" Bucky says in a annoyed tone.

"Where you going?" Steve says chucking him the car keys

"Old apartment" Bucky says in a neutral tone

"Why?" Steve asks confused

"because I'm leaving BEFORE I POUND MR.UPTIGHTS' ASS TO THE GROUND AND STRANGLE HIM JUST LIKE I DID HIS PARENTS" Bucky shouts as he slams the door.

"Dad... why?"

"I- I didn't do anything"

"Ohh grow up , his nose was bleeding and he was obviously pissed off so you obviously did something" you say as you walk past tony into Morgan's room.

"Hey y/n" Morgan says sweetly "Did you hear daddy and Bucky's argument!" She asks

"Yea- wait no .. what happened"

"Bucky said that daddy beat him up when he was with you and then daddy punched him in the nose for breaking your heart so Bucky was annoyed because when he is with you he gets beated up and when he isn't with you he stills gets beaten up" Morgan says as she still plays with her dolls.

"Ok that makes a lot more sense" I say

"Yeah and then daddy told Bucky to leave"

"I'll be back!" I say as I run outside and grab the keys to Tony's car.

"Hey where you doing you can't drive"

"Ohh I can't , but Steve can" i say chucking to keys to Steve.

"Let's gooo" Steve says as we get in Tony's most expensive car and follow buckys car.

He drives to a store and walks back out with 4 6packs of beer and a few packs of ciggerettes.

He then drives to this old block of flats