y/n stark and the avengers journey

~chapter 15~suits~

you run to your room crying and fallback on the bed 
you lay there starting at the ceiling , wondering what was so wrong with you. why would he break up with you? does he still like you or not? Tears begging streaming down your face uncontrollable as you wrap a pillow round your face and cry into it. You think about bucky , a lot! about the first time you saw him, the time he kissed you , the date you 2 had , the 'accidental' sex , the cliff side . you Treasured all these moments. you started day dreaming until you heard somone start to shout-

Meanwhile:
Bucky is in his room beating himself up for being so stupid. He regretted his decision immediately but he had no choice! he couldn't do anything about it. Steve then entered his room and sat on his bed while bed was leant up against the wall next to his bed . Bucky was just stareing at the floor with a sad and frustrated look on his face

"hey buck ," steve sigh "i'm no even gonna tell you it's alright break ups are shit and everyone has to go through it , it's fine you'll get over it!"

bucky begins to shout back at steve
"NO I F*CKING WONT! YOUR TELLING ME ITS FINE WHEN IT CLEARLY IS NOT! YOU SAY ILL GET OVER ITBUT CLEARLY I WONT! I CANT TALK TONER , I CANT BE HER FRIEND I CANT EVEN GO NEAR HER ALL BECUASE IM SO FUCKING STUPID TO LISTEN TO TONY , TELLING ME TO FUCKING BREAK UP WITH HER AND I DID IT ALL COS I DIDNT WASNTED TO GET KICKED OUT THE TEAM! IM SO FUCKING DUMB!" Bucky is crying a lot

"Bucky , it's tony's daughter, you-" Steve says before getting interrupted by Bucky

"i know i know i cant date her but i don't give 2 shits anymore! if he didn't want me to date her , why let her stay here! someone was gonna fall in love with her but for some fucking reason it was me!" Bucky sighs and falls back onto his bed.

"i-in love?" steve asks

"YES FOR FUCK SAKE , I LOVE HER" bucky starts to get pissed so he goes back to the living room .

As he walks out he looks up to see a very dull y/n pouring herself a rather large but much needed glass of what he thought was water after obviously hearing his convosation

"hey" you say to him dully

"hey y/n" he sighs and goes to leave the room but he realises that it's vodka

"y/n it's 11pm you can't drink a pint of vodka come on"

"why not" you ask before downing the whole thing "you can't tell me what to do james"

"i know i cant y/n, but what i do know is it's not healthy for you to be drinking your 17"

"and you 19" you y back

"20 actually , my birthday yesterday" he says clearly annoyed 

"ohh god really! i feel so bad"

"it's fine , just put away the vodka ... please y/n"

Bucky seemed really worried , more than he ever had before. It seemed like he really cared , if he cared so much why did he break up with you?

"fine" you put down the bottle and he puts it away and you both go to bed

next morning

you wake up at 2pm becuase you slept in too late ,  by the time you make yourself look presentable it's 5pm so you litrally eat your dinner and go back to bed