"seriously though i am really sorry"
"don't worry about it" i smile at him and walk back out. I see tony still looking mad.
"dad i-"
You don't realise but bucky walks out his room and just leans at the door frame , not walking into the room but visible enough for everyone else to see him and he could hear and see you and tony.
Tiny cuts you off "NO DONT EVEN TRY TO EXPLAIN THAT!! HES A FUCKING PYSHCO!" Tony shouts at you making you flinch and slightly stand back.
"DID YOU NOT SEE WHAT HAPPENED LIKE 5 MINUTES AGO!! I DONT WANT YOU ANYWHERE NEAR HIM , DO YOU UNDERSTAND!!" Tony shouts"Tony... don't"
"TONY?? IM YOUR FATHER! AMD DONT WHAT? HES CRAZY AND IM TRYING TO KEEP YOU SAFE AND HAPPY!"
"happy?" You start to fill with rage and everyone can tell you about to explode. You start to pace up and down a bit while shouting at tony saying...
"if your trying to keep me HAPPY STOP CONTROLLING MY FUCKING LIFE! YOU TELL ME I CANT DO THIS AND I CANT DO THAT AND OH I CANT GO HERE OR THERE BECAUSE YOU THINK ITS WHATS FUCKING BEST FOR ME? NO ITS NOT ITS WHATS BEST FOR YOU! YOU CANT STAND THE FACT THAT YOUR DAUGHTERS GROWING UP SO YOU TREAT HER LIKE A FIVE YEAR OLD! IM 18 , IM NOT STUPID! YOU TREAT ME LIKE I HAVE NO CLUE ON WHAT IM DOING , IM LITERALLY LIKE MORGANS PARENT COS YOU DOMT TAKE CARE OF HER"
"YES I DO" tony shouts back
"SINCE WE'VE BEEN HERE BUCKYS HAS MADE HER MORE MEALS THAN YOU HAVE? I PUT MORGAN TO BED EVERY NIGHT, WAKE HER UP EVER MORNING, GET HER DRESSED AND READY , BUCKY MAKES HER BREAKFAST , I USUALLY TAKE HER TO SCHOOL OR OUT FOR THE DAY , THEN SHE COMES HOME AMD PLAYS WITH YOU AND THEN ME OR BUCKY MAKES HER DINNER , YOU DINT DO SHIT FOR HER!" you shout back at him
"YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS ITS LIKE TO BE ME, YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME , YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE HAVING A SHIT TON OF RESPONSIBILITY AT 18 BECAUSE WHEN YOU WERE 18 YOUR LAZY ASS WAS ON A COUCH 24/7 WATCHING TV! YOU DIDN'T DO SHIT TILL YOU WERE 30 AND THEN LEFT YOUR KIDS BECAUSE YOUR WORK WAS MORE IMPORTANT , THAT WAS THE SHITTIEST EXCUSE IVE EVER HEARD IN MY LIFE AND FOR 4 YEARS I HAD TO LISTME TO MORGAN ASK "when's daddy gonna visit" "when's daddy coming back?" AND IT WAS HORRIBLE! SO DON'T TELL ME YOUR TRYING TO KEEP ME SAFE AND HAPPY BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME BECAUSE YOU DON'T!! YOU TRY TO HELP BUT YOUR NOT SO STOP! YOU FUCKED UP WITH THIS DAUGHTER SO MAYBE TRY AND NOT FUCK UP MORGAN.""HIW DID I FUCK UP WITH YOU? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG!" tony shouts back
"ARE YOU KIDDING? YOU LEFT ME AND MOM WHEN I WAS 6, CAME BACK WHEN I WAS 12 , AND LEFT WHEN I WAS 14 AGAIN AND ONLY VISITED LIKE ONCE A YEAR. I BARLEY EVER SAW YOU AND ONLY REALLY KNEW WHO YOUR ARE BEUCASE OF IRON MAN AND STARK INDESTRIES. YOU LEFT. THEN ABOUT A YEAR AGO YOU FINALLY BEGIN TO TALK TO US MORE AND ME AND MORGAN ARE ONLY HERE COS I RAN AWAY , ITS NOT EVEN LIKE YOU INVITED US!!" you shout loud filling with more and more rage now crying from anger. lowering your voice you then say
"your still morgan's 'super hero dad' so don't fuck that relationship up and hopefully she will still respect you by the time she's 18, huh?" you roll your eyes and walk away amd sit on the couch next to steve."why the fuck are you shouting at me, i'm supposed to be shouting at you becuase he's a bloody maniac." tony says following me to the couch.
"tony , he isn't a maniac" you say calmly. "now turn around becuase your really PISSING ME OFF!" you shout at him.
"who do you think your shouting at?" Tony shouts back at you directly in your face.
"Tony... that's enough" you hear bucky's voice as he exits his room , leaning against the wall.
"ahh there's james , done with your little temper tantrum are we?" Tony asks still annoyed.
Bucky stays silent and walks over to the kitchen.
"i'm guessing mommy always let you have your way or else you would throw a hissy fit". Tony says mockingly
"TONY!" you shout. You look at Bucky and there's tears in his eyes while he's staring at tony. He looks at you and then turns around slowly walking towards the front door to leave.
"fuck! TONY! why? why would you say that" you shout.
"it's karma-" tony try's to reply before you cut him off.
"no it fucking isn't , it's you being a bratty bitch!" You say as you run out the compound and see bucky still walking away but this time crying.
"hey buck!" You catch up to him and stand infront of him not letting him go any further. He avoids eye contact with you by looking at the sky and he tucks in his lips bitting down on them too.
"i'm really sorry, i didn't know he was gonna say that-"
"it's not you fault ... don't worry" he says in a shaky voice. Hearing him like this was horrible you hated it.
"you okay?" You ask looking up at him
"no" he says with a voice break. He finally looks you in the eyes and starts crying a lot more. He imidently wraps him arms around your waist pulling you in to hug you. You hug him back tight and feel his breathe on your shoulders.
You stay like this for a few seconds , maybe a minute, and then he lifts his head up.
"i'm sor-" bucky try's to say
"don't , you know you didn't do anything wrong this time buck" you say smiling up at him.
"but i di-" bucky try's to say again.
"bucky there's nothing that you did , it's fine , tony's the dickhead." you explain.
"i really don't wanna go back in there"
"fine stay here , i'll be back!" you smile and run inside.
"tony, stop teasing and picking on james"beucase if you don't i will rip your eye balls out and burn you to dust , and i would really appreciate if you would stop cos as much as i would love to do that , i would also like for you to stop. so mature up, stop acting like the petty bitch you are and fucking act like an adult or i swear to go i will rip your head off and boot it to the sun , do you understand?"
"how dare y-"
"ohh shut up, i don't need to hear the whole pathetic 'ohh i'm your father so i'm right' speech, it's useless my question is do you understand?"
"yes" he sighs.
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y/n stark and the avengers journey
FanfictionDiscontinued , sorry but I"be given up on this story now