Poems and Thoughts

Thought: Dear Bully

   I know I don't normally do 2 thought's in a row but I couldnt wait! There's this book that is awsome called Dear Bully by TeaRainandLove. You guys should read it becuase it's absolutely inspirational! I decided to make my own segment of "dear bully" in my own perspective. Here it goes:

Dear Bully,

You glare at me down the hallway

And you alerted your friends, my used to be friends, that I was coming

I ignored the whispers and glances

Your words in those texts swirl in my head

B$!#&, racist,  heartless,  monster,  the only heart donor that every lived, user, retard, gullible, scarred heart, flirt, whore, man stealer

You betrayed me

You could have him

I never wanted him

I told you

But you never listened

You don't know how much he owes me

They thought he was gay

They were going to hurt him

I didn't want that to happen

So yes

I batted my lashes at him asking him to carry my stuff

They shut up

I made sure he was safe by pretending like that everyday

I didn't get a thank you

But that's ok

I did the right thing

But still

You used me, betrayed me

I'm none of those things except the scars on my nonexistent heart

That's becuase I once cared too  much

Not anymore

But I'm not mad at you

I'm mad at me

Becuase I sat there while you tormented me

Used me

Faked me

Took advantage of me

Abandoned me

But I forgave you

I forgave all of you

To be right with God, that's why

You try to talk to me

But I keep it short

You don't deserve me

They asked if I knew you

I smiled and said I used to

And you never knew

How much I really did for you

But that's ok

Because now your gonna pay

Game on

All because of

Once upon another time