Poems and Thoughts

Poem: Depression

I lost in intrest in what I love

I feel alone

Sometimes I feel like my only friend is Him from above

I am getting better

But that's becuase I pray

For help, for courage, for strength, to be healed and rid of pain

Everyday

But no one seems to know

What is happening to me

Or at least I hope so

I'm trying to figure out what's going on inside

I think it could be minor depression

Becuase I don't like the idea of suicide

I haven't told anyone

I have spoken about the problem, in a way

They think I'm over it and it's already done

But that's not really true

Did I fall in love?

Is this feeling of heartbreak becuase of you?

I never said it aloud, never thought of it in my head

And yet I wonder if you to feel this misirable

During your sleepless nights in bed

As time goes by

I feel now it wasn't me it was you

I realize

And yet I still feel sad

Even though you probably don't care and have moved on, you still don't know

That what you did was so wrong and so bad