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Chapter 37 - Sixth year : A secret

The wind blew right in the place where it was cold. The mansion was no longer that warm how it was before. What happened after so much time? Why did it all just crumble?

Adrian's first words were the worst you could hear. After that, you didn't even step in the mansion anymore. Not that it was his fault..

-'They attacked the mansion.'

-'Huh....'

Remus Lupin wasn't the same anymore too. He was just a person full of pain in his heart. After your best friend dies, half of you just follows. And yeah, there he was, ripping the newspaper in half from the news that weren't supposed to lewd in the wizardry world.

-'Why wouldn't you go back to Grimmauld's? It's safer there.'

You took a shaky breath, not knowing how to respond to such a question. The whole summer you couldn't blink an eye in the night, jolting awake right away. It was like a disease, but it didn't have a cure. Or it did. Insomnia..

-'There's no one to accompany me in those filthy rooms. What could i do?.'

Remus took a glance and Nymphadora, sighing right away and holding the urge to show his emotions in the middle of the kitchen.

-'What about you go with Harry?.'

-'Don't want to always depend on him.'

The clock's ticking got off, the time being with Psychologist coming to an end. Remus and Nymphadora nodded their heads to something the psychologist said, but you didn't pay attention. It didn't matter no more.

-'Let's just forget this talk. Now, all i want you to do is talk with your friends at Hogwarts. About anything. Got it?.'

He didn't get a reply, but hesitated head nod, which told a lot about a person't mental and psychological state.

*

-'Hey, did you send letters to Y/n?.'

Hermione stopped packing her bag and looked at Harry, who was innocently dragging his feet from the bed. The day before new semester starts. How amusing.

It had been a lot of time since you and Hermione talked. The worse topic was that the last talk was about something you couldn't talk about again. The insecurities started building up not only in you, but in Hermione too. What was the reason someone could underestimate this type of romantic tension between two people?.

-'No..'

Harry's sigh made Hermione understand how stupid this encounter was and how she didn't know what to do.

Honestly, Hermione's first thought about this was the blood topic, but after that followed the many reasons why you two wouldn't be accepted at all. It made her stressed how everything in this world didn't match with each other. How could people be this cruel when there's a literal war going on...

-'Hermione.'

Hermione's attention perked up after Harry's arrogant voice crack, causing her to nudge herself into listening what the boy had to say.

-'What is it-'

-'Stop playing. Man up. If you want something and you don't try to achieve it, it will just turn worse. No need to be dramatic about being perfect.'

The girl's eyes widened, her stomach starting to ache from the psychological stroke of what she heard was true. Harry was right, screw being perfect. What she wanted to achieve was just the normal topic in today's world.

-'Guys, if you don't hurry up you'll miss the meal!.'

*

In wizardry world there were many things, including hospitals. Injections. What kind of injections? That's an easy question.

Your mouth was tied by something to not make a sound, but other than that, it was fine.

Diazepam Injection (brand name: Valium) is a benzodiazepine used to treat anxiety and muscle spasms. The injection form of diazepam is used when the medication cannot be taken by mouth.

The time it was injected in veins, you started to drift off to sleep, not realizing what time it was and how much it would take to wake up. The next thing you knew you were in a compartment with Adrian, laying on the seat and waiting to hear something.

Adrian had an apologetic face as his expression, looking in your eyes but having a tired smile.

'Hey y/n..'

-'Adrian... how... did i get here?!.'

He started chuckling out of nowhere, which made you specifically suspicious.

-'It was a whole type of rollercoaster... at first, you were taken here by your father, but you didn't wake up. He told me about your problem, which was understanding for me to drag you here.' His next expression made you kind of scared..

-'Hermione saw you, got furious, but then i decided to tell her too, because there was no point of lying there. She also understood and cuddled you, until it became late enough for her to go back to her friends.'

You groaned, getting angry and starting to think of this summer as a curse.

-'By the way, she kind of dropped something from her bag...'

You glanced at the book, it's cover going from red to pink, on it written a few lines in black. It looked like spells, so you 'figured' it would be one of her school notebooks.

-'oh... i'll give that to her later.'

-'Also... there's something i have to tell you.'

Come to think of it, you never talked with him normally after that so, this felt refreshing. But what happened next was worse than what happened before.

-'I'm sorry... '

He put his sleeve up, the dark mark appearing on his arm, making you cringe at first, thinking it's a dream, because it all felt like one.

But it wasn't.

-'What...?'

Your already shaken body started violently sweating, trying to reproduce the taken information in your brain. What was the reason for all of this happening? Though... though you knew Adrian wouldn't do this. He wouldn't even think about it.

-'Your par-ents. They did it.'

Adrian nodded. Than, there was no reason to be afraid. No, there was.

-'WAIT... but you'll fight with us?! You'll try to-'

-'N-no! What the fuck?! I won't!.'

-'Ohohoh don't even try to fool me! If something i'll break your a-'

-'I'M THINKING OF SPYING!.'

Your mouth had an 'o' shape, taking in all of the information rather slowly. Adrian spying?! That's for the best! After all this time stressing, one good thing could lift up the mood by even 5%. Not that Adrian won't regret this...

-'But it's a secret... will you keep it?..'

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