Someone You Love •OffGun

FOUR

Third

Off eyes is closed when he heard the door opened and he didn't bother opening his eyes.

He knows it's already morning. Another sleepless night has passed again. He sigh.

"Good morning" He heard the voice he became familiar with. He just met him last night but he already knows his voice. His sweet voice making him calm.

He slowly opens his eyes and saw Gun smiling at him. It makes his heart beat fast. The younger's closeness is making him nervous.

"You didn't sleep?" Gun asked while looking at the dark color under his eyes. Off gulped as his heart is beating faster and faster that he already feel uncomfortable.

His loud and fast heartbeat outdo his heavy heart. He can't think anything now except for Gun who's so close to him. It was like those thoughts that keeps on running on his mind all night disappear just because he was so close to him.

"I wanna share my breakfast to you because hospital food is a no no. It doesn't taste like food at all" Gun said smiling as he lift his other hand, holding a plate.

Off feels like he lost his voice. He just watched the younger put the plate down on the table beside his bed and helps Off to sit down before placing a mini table on his bed.

He then place the plate with egg, bacon and fried rice. He watched Gun pour a water in the glass and place it beside the plate.

Off doesn't have any appetite to eat at all.

"I don't want to eat it" Off said carefully, doesn't want to hurt or offend the younger.

"It doesn't matter if you want to eat or not. You don't have a choice because you need to" The younger explain it like he was talking to a kid.

Gun sigh when Off didn't touch the plate after awhile. He grabbed the spoon and fork and Off stilled when the spoon full of fried rice and a piece of egg is already in front of his mouth.

"Eat it before the nurse will come and give you a tasteless food instead" Gun tried to scare him and he smiled. Off just sigh and slowly opens his mouth making Gun smile bigger before feeding him.

Off feels weird. No one ever feed him before. It feels weird because he feel happy just by the simple good deed of the younger.

Gun gave him the water after he finished the breakfast. The younger has the biggest smile he had ever seen. And he never really finished a food like that before.

"You did great!" Off chuckled by the younger's compliment to him for finishing his breakfast.

"Oh!—you laugh!" He exclaimed and clapped his hands. Off immediately stops chuckling and look away.

The younger chuckled by his action.

Off watches Gun clean the table and remove it on his bed. He pulled the chair closer to his bed and sat there before he looked at Off.

"I saw you 3 days ago. You are wet and blood is all over your body" Gun started to talk.

Off immediately feel uncomfortable. He doesn't like talking about himself. His life isn't that interesting. He isn't interesting.

"You are so cool" The younger's words caught him off guard. He feel his heart is beating fast again.

"You did great fighting for your life. You are so brave" Off watches Gun who looks really amazed. His eyes sparkle as he looks like he was remembering the day he saw him.

Off sigh. He wasn't even fighting for his life. He wanted to end it together with the pain. And he doesn't understand why he keeps on surviving that kind of situation. Or is he?

Am I really trying to survive?

"I am always amaze by the people who were receiving another chance to live." Off looked at Gun who was looking at him. Their eyes met and Off feel like Gun can see him through his eyes. He feels like he saw something he was trying hard to hide.

Gun smiled, a kind of smile he never saw before. The smile that wasn't telling him that it's okay. But a smile that is telling him that he wasn't alone. It touches his heart and it scares him for some reason.

He never talked to the younger that much. He doesn't know anything about Off but he feels like Gun knows something. He knows something more than him, more than anyone.

The silent was broke with a knocked on the door. They both looked at the door as Off mumbled a little 'come in' before the door opened.

The nurse came in and sigh seeing Gun with him.

"There you are, Gun. I've been looking for you" the nurse said.

"I was just talking to P'Off, Phi." Gun said. The nurse smiled at the younger before walking closer to him. They looked close to each other.

"I'm sorry if Gun is bothering you? He just love bothering people" the nurse apologized. Off gave her a simple smile before answering an 'it's okay'.

"It's not called bothering. I am just being friendly" Gun defended his self. The nurse laughed at his cuteness before nodding his head.

"Dr. Scoops is waiting for you. It's time for your check up" she said before giving Gun a smile. Off noticed how Gun's genuine smile turned into a fake one.

"Okay, thank you" he said as he stood. He looks at Off before waving his hand and leaving the room.

Off heard the nurse chuckle making him looked at her. She was looking at the plate.

"Did he gave you a breakfast?" The nurse asked. Off just nodded his head.

"He doesn't really like the hospital food and he likes sharing his food. He said he feel bad eating something tasty while the other is eating a tasteless food. He called the hospital food a tasteless food right in front of the nurses and Doctor" the nurse shared while there is a genuine smile on her face while remembering that time.

Off also smiled, remembering how he keeps on saying how tasteless the food here is. He imagined the younger keeps on complaining about the food. How his forehead wrinkled while complaining and was debating with other.

"Anyways, the doctor said you need to drink this meds, Mr. Adulkittiporn. I think you don't need to eat the tasteless food today" the nurse said as she offer the meds he needs to take that was inside the little glass that looks like a shot glass.

Off nodded before taking the meds and the water on his other hand.

Off can feel his heavy heart again.

The nurse said it was a painkiller. And Off hope there is also a meds that will make his pain disappear. A meds that will stop the pain.

The nurse helps him lay down properly on his bed. She looked at Off as she smiled, confusing him.

"It looks like Gun will keep on bothering you"