Third
Off has been staying in that hospital for 2 weeks. That means Gun keeps on visiting him early in the morning just to give him breakfast and making sure Off would eat it for 2 weeks.
His leg got a lot better. The wounds are slowly healing but it's still swelling and he can't still step it. He still needed a support everytime he's going somewhere.
He stood when he heard someone is knocking on his door but that person didn't open it. The door wasn't lock.
Off already knew it is not Gun neither his friends. He slowly opened it and his body froze, his eyes widened seeing the 2 person he never thought would visit him.
He struggled to step back. He didn't realize that he stepped his swelled foot on the ground making it sting. He can feel the anger slowly eating him up. But that anger just turned to a warm liquid that is slowly forming in the corner of his eyes.
"Mom"
"You're still alive?" His Mother asked him coldly.
That question feels like a knife that keeps on stabbing him over and over again. He took a deep sigh and blinked many times to prevent his tears from falling as he holds the metal on his bed to find a support.
Seeing their eyes, looking at him disappointedly is like a gun that continuously shooting him. Killing his already dead soul.
"What the fuck did you do again?!" His father suddenly shout at him. His step father. Off looked down, still trying to hold back his tears.
"You keep on doing something stupid, Off! We are so tired of your shit!" He added.
Every words they say feels like its pushing him further away from them. It pushes him further into the darkness he's been in. Making it harder to find a way out.
"Do we need to pay all the fucking expenses here for the stupid act of yours?!" His Mom also shouts at him. His legs tremble making him fall down on his bed. He was holding the sheets tightly. "You don't even have a job! Aren't you ashamed of yourself?!"
His broken heart break even more. He thought he was already numb. He thought he was already used to hearing those words. He thought it was just normal for him now. But why does it still hurt? And it is even worse every time.
His Mom walked closer to him. She grabbed his neck, holding it tight making him hard to breath. His face become red.
"If you're trying to kill yourself, make sure you will die. Man up, Off. You're still that weak little boy who keeps on crying at night" she said before pushing him hard making Off lay on his bed as he catch his breath.
His mother looked at him as she smirked, she spoke again before leaving the room with his husband. Leaving his son with another deep wound that is hard to heal. Or will it even heal?
"You are still a disappointment"
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Gun heard everything. He heard everything what Off's parents said.
He was so excited to come and asked Off to eat at the cafeteria at the ground floor when he heard someone is shouting inside his room. His door was slightly open.
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Someone You Love •OffGun
FanficWhy do we live? What keeps you alive? what keeps you moving on, hanging on and still fighting in this cruel world? when you can't feel the people around you really cares about you? When you feel alone. Why does happiness is hard to find these days...