A home for broken minds ~completed

chapter 30

Warning contains self doubt ,mystery note,not being alowd to walk on your own, mentuonsnof the Mrs quill Incident (not by name), mentions of wanting to die,minor little spaces, some kne being dragged, new characters,deadname, feeling disappointed in someone,mentions of some kne who ruined their life.

If you can't handle or don't like any of these please don't read.

Please let me know if I missed any triggers out. Thank you

Roman's p.o.v

I am so fucking board of not being able to speak for myself i always have to sign and write notes and its is so boring.

But I guess I deserve it for being annoying my while childhood.

I bet remus dosent want to have a brother like me.

I bet logan dosent want to baby me  he already has his hand full with his own mental health and remus.

I bet Janus mostlikely despises me.

I bet patton pretends to be happy alone me

I bet virgil hates me

I bet Thomas and nico don't really love me, they just say it to make me happy.

And I bet remy and emile are fed up of having to deal with me.

I mean I set off a code Crimson the other day meaning u took time out if there day so they could deal with me.

Ugh I feel so useless.

I wish I died in the past.

I look over at logan, I saw him smile so I smiled back, I then went back to what I was doing.

After a while I got board and I felt creeper out because i felt like some one was watching me but then I turned to look around no one was staring at me.

Hu weird

"Roman are you ok?" Patton asks me, I just nod and then I get up and left without another or a sign.

Sure I dont like being on my own after what has reccently occurs and the others won't let me walk alone, but I just want a little me time you know.

I dont get it much and its nice to be alone sometimes.

When I finally make it to remus and i's roman I enter shut the door and I go to my half of the room.

When I make my way to my bed I see another letter.

So I open it.

Its the usual

Rose im disappointed in you blah,blah,blah.

But when I read it closer I see that there is something new.

'You and remus will finally meet me and your father during the next visitation day so be prepared' I start to shake.

I....I dont want to meet the people who ruien my life....or err the person.

Oh well.

I then put the note away in my safe that is now half full of strange notes.

Once its away and the safe is secure I get a pacifier out of a box and then I get on my bed.

Once I'm on it I pull my blanket over me  I grab my favourite stuffie and then I place the pacifier in my mouth.