A home for broken minds ~completed

chapter 36

Warning contains cramps mystery person,mentions of killing someone,me tions of being suicidal,over protective brothers,mentions of night terrors/mares,mentions of flashbacks, mentions of anxiety,mentions of panic attacks,mentions of feeling useless,mentions of life being meaningless.

If you can't handle or don't like any of these please don't read.

Please let me know if I missed any triggers out. Thank you

No one's p.o.v

Logan sighed, he had some paracetamol an hour ago but his cramps seemed to get worse.

"Janus" logan said laying his head on jans shoulde

"Yes dear?"

"Can we please go and cuddle?"

"Of course" janus put his crayons down "patton you are in charge  remus behave" patton nodded and remus huffs and mumbles something under his breath.

"Remus please behave" logan says, remus.us can hear the pain in logans voice.

"Mmmmmmmmmfine but only for lolo"

"Thank you remus" logan kisses the top of remus head befier he and janus leave.

Soon logan and janus make it to jans room, when they get there they both lay on Jan's bed.

"Logan are you ok?"

"No im not" logan snapped

"Ok,ok"janus says

"Sorry for snapping at you janus"

"Its fine" The two cuddled up to eachother

"Janus"

"Hm?"

"I love you"

"I love you too"

Logan then sat uo and kissed janus, janus kissed back wrapping his arms around logans waist.

After a few seconds.ds the two pulled away from eachother.

"Logan, I have been taking to virgil about something"

"Oh,what were you talking about?"

"Well, virgil has a /small/ crush on roman, but he is scared to ask roman out because he dosent know what your's or remus' reactions will be, so he wanted me to talk to you about it, I have asked patton to ask remus im just wating in their response" jan says as logan lays his head on jans chest.

"I see no problem with virgil dating roman, I just want him to know that if he hurts roman I will kill him myself"

"Soooooooooo thats a yes virgil can date roman"

"Indeed but tomorrow I shall have words with virgil, and I will lay down the rules"

"Ok" janus then begins to play with logans hair.

"Janus do you think that I will ever leave this place and see the outside world again?"

"I'm sure you will, im sure Thomas and nico will let you leave or take you out themselves so they can keepnans eye on you"

Logan nodded.

Soon the two fell asleep.

The next day after breakfast logan and remus dragged virgil to logan and pattons room.

"U....um hi?"

"We know about your crush on roman, and want to let you know that  you have out permission to dat him but if you step one hair out of line you will die" remus speakes

"Virgil there is a list of rules thay remus and I will give you, if you do not oblige by then then you will face a wall of challenges"

"Ok so thr list is you can't touch roman woth out his permission, you must do as he says/signs/writes,you must help him at all times  you must be prepared to have him crawl in bed with you after a nightmare/night terror, you must always have pacifiers with you,say bye bye to your sleep schedule because yours is about to disappear, you must help him the best you can when he had a panic attack and or a flasback,you must be prepared for his random bursts od energy,always have writing utensils and paper or a note book woth you cause roman sometimes foergets his, never ever bring up his past,......" the list went on and on and on.

After a while of remus and logan saying the list viegil finally go a word....or like a sentence in.

"I can do it, I do most of those things anyway."

"Virgil why do you want to date roman?" logan asks

"Well, ever since I came to the facitiy roman has been my light, I came to this facitiy for more then just mt anxiety,I am or was very suicidal and there are other things I am in here for that i dint want to talk about. But being with roman, he makes me want to stay and live longer.

He makes me feel like my life is worth living.

When I dident come to the facitiy I felt that my life dident have a purpose that is was just meaningless?

But i will protect roman with my whole life because that is my purpose" virgil says fidgeting

"......roman is someone who will need protection 24/7 because he had gone through more then logan and I even though we have has similar experiences. But logan and I won't be around forever beacuse if we ever get out of this place we will have lives of our own  and we will make new memories Hopefully with families of our own.

So please look after our little brother"

"I promise to look after roman" logan and remus then hugged virgil.

Virgil hugged back

"Thank you" remus and logan say letting go of virgil.

"You don't need to thank me, I will donit regardless"

"We should go back to the others" remus and virgil nodded and the three went to the relaxing room to see patton and roman colouring in while janus reads them a book.

Remus goes over to virgil "if you want to ask him out, the best time to do it is now" he whispers to the emo.

Virgik nodded and went over to roman.

Roman looked at virgil and squeeled getting up and huged him,virgil hugged back.

"Roman can you come with me please?" Roman nodded and held virgil hand letting virgil guied him to the gardent to romans flowere patch.

Roman looked at virgil with a strange expression.

"Roman, you don't have to say yes but I really really like you and.....well would you be my boyfriend?"

Roman thought fir a moment beacuse he knew that both he and virhil were boys but were thry not alredy friends.

But then he remembered that logan taught him that the word boyfriend means more than just friends.

Virgil was anxious for romans response.

After a while roman nodded and virgil smiled like an idiot.

Roman handed virgil a note

'No lip kisses though im not ready for that yet, head and cheek kisses are ok though'

"Thats Ok, im just happy you said yes" romans hugged virgil, virgil hugged back and kissed the top of romans head causing him to giggle.

Just then there was a rustle in the bush causing virgil to put roman behind him.

Just then a slow clapping was herd.

"Come out from behind their" virhil shouted holding roman close behind him

Just then from behind the bush out came..........