A home for broken minds ~completed

chapter 67

Warning contains lying,depression,feeling worthless,calling one's self worthless,the circus folk,punching someone,crying one's self to sleep, wanting to die

If you can't handle or don't like any of these please don't read.

Please let me know if I missed any triggers out.thank you

No one's p.o.v

But when he got there he saw Thomas and nico talking to the circus staff

"What the fuck is going on here?" Remus asked as he was filled with rage

"We were trying to get them to leave" nico winked and remus saw it

"Lier"

"Remus would you please leave"

"Yeah ill leave, and just so you know, I know ow your secret" remus then ran off back to the others.

"Remus are you ok?"

"Thomas and nico are talking to the circus weirdos"

Roman whimperd and cuddled closer to virgil burying his face deeper in virgils chest.

"We have to sort something out"

"Indeed but I do t think that they are here for you and roman" logan says

"What do you mean lolo?"

"I have a feeling that Thomas and nico may give the baby to the circus"

"No I dont want my neice or nephew to go through that" remus says

"Remus we will sort something out by for now we must protect both roman and the baby" everyone nodded at logans words.

They all have to be careful of the upcoming months as many challenges await them.

The next day janus want feeling like his usual self, and everyone knew it.

Janus kept lying but he want doing it on purpose, water he wanted to lie or not he lied anyway.

"Remus /don't/ tell logan to /stay/ with me" remus nodded and kept logan away knowing the extent of janus lies.

Janus wanderd around the bulding making comments that were not needed.

"You /should/ keep asking noise it really /is most definitely not annoying/" janus rolled his eyes and kept walking.

"You /shouldent/ go and see emile about your depression" janus said to a different patient.

"Janus shout up" someone said as they approved the lying man

"I /dont/ think they'll you should piss off"  janus and the person kept arguing untill janus had enough,punched the person and left.

Janus then went back to his and virgils room where he just lay on his bed

Janus hated that he had to lie today.

You see this had happpend befoer and it lasted a week.

Janus sighed and looked at the ceiling.

"Oh how I /love telling the truth/" janus sighed.

Janus then got up and went to his deskhwre he sat down and got out a book that he "borrowed" from logan a few weeks back.

Janus sighed he couldent focus on reading he wanted to be with logan hugging him and telling him how much he loved him, but he dident want to leave the room and hurt logan and or the others.

Janus then put the book down and then lay his head on it.

"I /dont/ want this to be over soon"

After a couple of days janus' lying spree stopped and he could now finally go back to the others.

He gave all except remus and virgil a hug now the reason for this is virgil gets grumpy is anyone except roman hugged him and remus would make it sexual.

He then noticed roomans little baby bump.

"They are growing hu?" Janus asked

"Mhmm" romans said as he placed a hand on his stomach.

"Has anything happend while I was out?"

"Nope" patton said as remus wrapped his arms around him.

Janus nodded.

"Ehat do you guys want to do?" Patton asked

"Lets play truth or dare"  everyone nodded and they all sat down and started to play.

A few days later

Patton sat in his and logans room,  patton was not feeling like his happy pappy self.

Patton lay down and looked uo at the ceiling.

It was a beautiful day out so everone was allowed outside.

However patton did not feel like going out.

He was tired but couldent fall asleep as he fears all the nightmares that may lurk in his sleep.

Remus had tried to get patton to eat but patton had lost his appetite.

Patton curled into the fetal position and sighed.

"I........I......I wanna die"

"I'm not good, im just in the way"

"I am worthless, I guess she was right i am just a waist of space" patton whisperd as tears escaped his eyes.

After a while patton had cried himself to sleep.

Remus watched from the locked window.

He felt sorry for patton, sure remus knew how depression was but un like patton remus could semi control it and knows how to not fall into whay remus likes to call 'infenet pit of darkness' like roman,patton and logan do and possibly the other two.

Remus decided that he was going to make it his misson to get his happy pappy patton back.