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She said yes. I'm so happy and so is she. I didn't expect her to be so enthusiastic as she was actually. Ot kinda surprised me. She immediately gave me a hug. If you didn't know. Formless are different from humans in the fact that to hug is the equivalent of a kiss to us.
When she hugged me the particles from our eyes crossed and I could see all her memories and hear all her thoughts she had had. In that very moment I learned her entire story and it nearly brought me to tears. I assume she could see mine as well because I felt a tear fall on my shoulder. Even with the piercing cold wind on that mountain, I had never felt warmer. Suddenly everything went black.
I woke up to sunrise. Us formless are very weather resistant but still I'm surprised I we were fine. I felt a weight on my chest which turned out to be snow. I could tell she was pretending to be asleep, after all these months with her I should know. But somehow I could also feel her emotions. She felt what I guess you could call nostalgia. Perhaps I reminded her of someone she lost like ash perhaps. All I know is I felt like I had finally found something I had needed for so long. Someone to be there with me, to be my purpose.
Also we now both have a mark on our hand the color of eachothers eyes. I guess that is the mark of marriage. I probably should have read that part of ash's documentation of formless but I guess I got excited.

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