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Day broke, as I woke up Bucky's arm holding tight to me. The Sun was shining through the windows and cracks of the hut. Didn't bother me. I didn't mind the rustic look of the hut. We needed to be excluded from everyone else. Until Bucky can not be controlled.  I know he wouldn't hurt any by on purpose. But the Winter soldier was still in him. Even if Ayo could help him I am sure the memories will still be with him.

I tried to slide out from his arm but as soon as I lifted it, it clinches tight on my ribcage making me lose my breath. I gasp for air and try to hit Bucky and wake up. He startled and shook his body as he looked for a few seconds down at me. The look of shock spread across his face as he unclenched me. I coughed up and gasp for air.

"Willow! I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to. It was a reflex. I'm so sorry love." Bucky backs away from me into a corner as I calmed myself.

"I know you didn't mean to do it. It was an accident." I walk over to him as he backed away.

"Buck," I tried to get his attention. He was acting ridiculous. I was fine. I could hear someone outside of the hut as I shook my hesd at Bucky. I went outside and saw Ayo and T'Challa.

"Good morning, I thought Shuri was coming over?" I asked as they nodded their heads.

"Morning, I came by to check in. Ayo is going to get the codes to stop before we get him involved with anyone else. He won't be able to go places if he doesn't know where he is as the soldier." T'Challa tells me as I nodded my head. Makes sense.

"Thank you." I said as they look up and see Buck emerge from the hut.

"Come now." Ayo tells Buck as he looks back at me and T'Challa.

"Its fine. She's going to help you. I'll be here when you get back." I tell him as he nods his head and follows Ayo.

"He will do fine. Just takes time." T'Challa says as we watch the two disappear over the hill.

"I know. I worry is all." As I went back into the hut.

It honestly was days since I seen Buck. T'Challa promised me that he was in good hands and taking care of. It was just a process that could not be interrupted. And I understood that period it just made me anxious cause I didn't know what was going on. I didn't know what was going through his head or what was happening to him. But I had faith in Ayo and Shuri.  I knew they would do their best to take care of him and do what they needed to help buck.

I was cleaning up the dining room. Wiping down the table and doing the dishes. When I saw the figure en turned the hut. It was buck. He looked like he'd been through a storm honestly. He was a mess his hair was greasy and tears were streaming down his face. I set the dish towel on the counter and look at him carefully.

"Buck?" I stepped forward as he nodded his head.

"I remember." more tears came streaming down as I frowned.

"You do?" I asked him as I took a step forward.

"The codes dont work but I still remember." And that's when he started crying. He was genuinely was crying. I've never seen Bucky cry. It broke my heart to a million pieces as I pressed my body up against his hugging him.

"Its ok. Bucky look at me." I tell him as I make hin face me. His lip quivered as he looked at me. I've never seen this man this emotional before.

"You did not do those things. You as James Buchanan Barnes did not do those things. Hydra made you do those things. You understand? Hydra made us do those things. And we will never be those people ever again. We will never do those things again." I tell him as he nods his head and buries it into my neck. I rub my hand up and down his back.

"Its gonna be ok." I soothed him.

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