Love Between Lies (Completed)

Flashback

Chapter 12

Zync's P.O.V

15 years ago

"Mommy… dinner is ready" I watched as kuya Levi keeps on knoching tita Mei's room. I held tigther at Mr.Cuddle a 2 feet bear  that was given to me by Kuya Levi as a present in my 4th birthday. Kanina pa siya dun kumakatok mula umaga buong araw ng hindi lumabas ng kwarto si Tita Mei.

"Kuya Levi Im hungry na po." I said touching my tummy, he turns on my direction and with a one last look at his mother's room bago siya tuluyang lumapit sakin at inakbayan ako habang papunta ng kitchen.

Alas singko ng madaling araw ng may marinig akong nagiiyakan. I went out of the my room and I saw my Tita Sol crying her heart out. Tumingin ako sa paligid at nakita kong kahit mga katulong ay nag iiyakan.

"Tita Sol, why are you crying? Are you hurt po?"

Umiling siya at niyakap ako.

Madami silang pinag uusapan pero di ko naman maintindihan.

After that tsaka ko lang nalaman na Tita Mei died, drowning herself to death in the bathroom according to the autopsy 10 hrs na siyang patay bago makita. Kaya si Kuya Levi sobrang pag sisisi thinking that he could have saved her.

Wala siyang sinabi pero I know deep inside he's blaming me. Kung hindi ko lang siya inaya agad bumaba. Siguro nga, he could have saved her.

"What are you thinking?" Napa balik ako sa realidad ng marinig ko ang tanong ni Levi.

"Nothing" Naiwan kami sa kwarto ko, umalis na sila Tita Sol at ang mga kasambahay tinignamw ako ni tita gamit ang blangkong ekspsesyon na medyo ikinatakot ko. Wala siyang sinabi pero I know may gut feling na siya on what is happening between me and Levi.

"Does it still hurts?"

"A little much better."

He hug me tigther, we are in a fetal position lying in my bed.

"Im sorry. For what I said a while ago at the parking lot. Medyo nag padalos dalos ako."

"It should be me sayin sorry. For being childish as always."

"Childish or not I still love you." He made me turn to face him. He traces my face using his thumb. To my forehead down to my pointed nose and down to my lips. He takes his time putting his thumb there, ilang minuto lang inalis niya din yun in exchange he place his lips to mine.

Savouring the kiss until it comes deeper than usual.

"Hm-mmm" I moaned as he plays on my right nip. He is in top of me now trying to lift up the hem of my loose shirt but, I stopped him before he go any much deeper. He groaned pero inalis na ang kamay niya which he place on my waist. Pinulupot ko ang kamay ko sa leeg niya and pulled him more.

I know this is wrong pero sabi nga sa kanta ni Toni G "how can something so wrong feel so right all along."

I know it wont last so Im going to make the best out of it.

"I love you, too."