Love Between Lies (Completed)

Hurting one another

A /N:
Nakasabay ko siya kanina. It's either take the jeep to be with him or take the bus to update… obviously I choose the latter.

Sasaktan niya rin naman ako. Wala kasing FOREVER :D

Enjoy!

S.S.Dyey <3

Chapter 16

Zync's P.O.V

Papunta ako ngayon sa Library dahil tito wants to talk to me daw. I have an idea what it is all about but, Im still hoping na sana hindi pa yun ayoko pang tapusin kung ano man to. Ayoko pang layuan si Laide. I simply can't.

Kumatok lang ako ng 3 times tapos pumasok na din. Una kong napansin ang mga papeles na nasa harap ni tito.

"Tito. You ask to talk to me daw po." Umupo ako sa upuan sa harap niya. Nilingon niya lang ako sandali.

"How is everything between you and Levi?"

Lumunok muna ako bago sumagot. "Everything's fine po."

"I can see that." May laman niyang sabi. "One of this days gagawin na natin ang lahat ng napag usapan natin 3 years ago."

"Tito. About that … ayoko na po I want to stop this ayoko ng masaktan sila ----"

"STOP WHATEVER YOU ARE GOING TO SAY!!! Nakalimutan mo na ba ang ginawa nila sa daddy mo? Sa kapatid ko!!?"

"TITO! It's not their fault! He died because he didn't take the bankrupcy! Its not anyones fault."

"Do you hear what are you saying? You actually siding them! Na brainwash ka na ng lalaking yun!"

"Tito Im not. Living with them made me realized that they are not the person we thought they are. They are actually good persons. And I can't take hurting them."

"Do you love him?"

"T-tito --"

"Stay away from him!"

"Tito I cant!!"

"Whether you like it or not! Whatever I told you to do you will do it wholeheartedly ---"

"Tito don't you love her?" Napahinto siya napansin ko ang mabilisang pag palit ng emosyon sa mata niya LOVE.HURT.REVENGE -- Pride ang bumubuhay sa kanya kaya hinde niya maamin na for the past 15 years he actually love her. Tito loves Tita Sol.

"Wala namang maganda sa lahat ng gusto natin we will hurt at the same time hurt ourself."

"Breakup with him."

"Tito." Nanghihina kong sabi. He looks at me and this time hurt is written all over his face.

"You love him." That is a statement. I simply nod.

"I love your tita also. I just realized it after 3 years of being married with her. Nagbulagbulagan ako. I told myself it is just because I never experience being with a girl that long. Until she cried to me one night telling me how sorry she was because she can't bare a child."

Hindi ko na napigilang umiyak, naaawa ako kay Tita I knew how much she wanted to have her own baby. To have her own Child. I can see the frustrations in her eyes everytime na nakakakita siya ng bata.

"Seeing her like that I knew I needed to take care of her but, I failed. After few years parang may kulang hindi ko pa rin nakakalimutan yung pagpapahirap ng kapatid niya sa kapatid ko. Until that thought crossed my mind. I needed revenge to fulfill my happiness. Feeling ko I am not giving her the happiness she deserved. And that night came, we fought because she thinks I didnt love her coz Im too busy in Company. I can't tell her na sinasadya ko yun. Na natatakot akong malaman niya na sobrang mahal ko na siya."

"What are you afraid of Tito?" I asked looking at his eyes that full of tears.

"Im afraid that she will leave me. Naisip ko na baka katulad ni kuya maiwan din ako ng babaeng sobrang mahal ko. Early morning that day nakita kong empty ang damitan niya hindi ko alam but, my world stops spinning for the first time Im aware that Im hurting so much that I can't live without her. Until Levi texted me na nandito nga siya, pero pinalamig ko muna ang sitwasyon." Huminga siya ng malalim.

"So what are you thinking now Tito?"

"We will leave them."

"I thought you love Tita? Why are we leaving them behind?"

"We needed to because we are going to hurt them if we still stay."

Umiyak ako lalo. I can't just leave him.

"Tito… I c-cant." Pumiyok pa ako dahil hindi ko na napigil ang mga luha ko.

"I'll help you move on. You'll help me move on. Magtulungan tayo Reese. After this babalikan natin sila."

"Paano kung wala na tayong balikan tito?"

"I hope not. But, if it happens hahayaan natin. Maybe hindi talaga yun ang tadhana."

Umiling ako. Ayoko ayoko!! Tuloy tuloy ang luha ko. Hindi naman ganun yun eh. May mas maganda pang paraan.

Im hoping to find it soon.