Am I Good Enough?

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Ship: Anderperry
Theme: 💔\❤️
AU: Neil is angsty and does self harm but he doesn't die
TW: Self-harm, angsty but fluffy in the end.

Todd POV
"Neil you've been in there for the past thirty minutes! If you don't come out I'll break this door down!" I screamed to the bathroom door. No response. Only sobbing, lots and lots of sobbing.

"I'm coming in!" I tried multiple attempts to kick the door down but then I started running into it. It came down.

Neil Perry or otherwise known as the love of my life was standing in the bathroom cutting himself with a razor.

"Neil Perry!" I screamed through tears. He looked down.

"Am I good enough?" That question echoed through my mind like when you scream in a cave.

"Neil of course your good enough!" I sobbed.

"No I mean... for, you?" He asked awkwardly looking at my not-so-pretty face at the moment.

"Neil Perry I would stop doing poetry for you." I couldn't believe I said that sentence but I would. He ran into meaningful hug. We were both on our knees bawling our eyes out entangled in each other's arms.

"C-Can I tell you something?" I asked wiping my eyes reaching a hand out to Neil to help him stand up.

"You can tell me anything." The dark haired boy replied also wiping his eyes taking my hand and getting on his feet.

"I-I think I'm in love with you..." I chuckled. This was the most anxious I've ever been.

I didn't get a response only a light chuckle and then I was pinned up against the bathroom wall, and then I felt a soft pair of lips on mine.

I took a quick peek and I was kissing Neil Perry. I Todd Anderson was kissing the Neil Perry.

Well, that, was an eventful day.

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