Impossible

Part 4

No Of course I havent been avoiding updating

*Shifty eyes*

Phil rushed into my arms and i inhaled his sweet scent that hadn't changed at all since we last met.

I squeezed my eyes shut tight and stroked his back with my thumb softly, frightened that he was going to pull away.

I was right to be worried.

As quick as he had entered my amrs, Phil backed away, eyes as wide as saucers.

'P-phil?'

'Dan i'm sorry I can't do this, i'm so sorry'

His frail body sank to the floor and I took a step foward slowly before sitting down beside him

'I'm not expecting you to be my friend, or anything for that matter, I just want to know why you're here Phil. I'll always care about you'

Phil shood his head slowly, gnawing on his lip anxiously. Without thinking, I lifted my hand and tapped his peeling lip. He flinched and tears pricked my eyes, he was scared of me.

'I-i...I just uh..had a bad flu and they kept me in to make sure it doesnt get worse.'

I looked deep into Phils eyes and searched them for any traces of lies, but found none. I nodded in satisfaction before standing and picking at my nails awkwardly.

'Look, I should go. Im gonna give you my number and if you want to see me, you can text. I wont come until you text.'

'If I text at all Dan, you  cant just come swanning back into my life like this. I need time'

By the time he had finished speaking, my fingers had already tapped out the corresponding numbers into Phil's phone and placed it back on the side

'Hey! How do you know my password?

'It's still the same as three years ago Phil' I whispered 'Dan'

Phil blinked rapidly and turned away, a strangled cry leaving his mouth.

'Just go...please'

I sighed and nodded beofre turning around and walking hastily out of the door and straight into an oncoming figure

'Hey, watch it yo- What the fuck are you doing here perv? I thought I told you to go away?'

A slightly familiar voice echod in my ear. I peeked up through my fringe and spotted the girl with the plaid shirt and red converse. She was frowning but she still managed to look quite pretty. Her grey eyes sparkled in the dim light and her short brown hair was shoved messily into a beanie, leaving only her fringe poking out.

'Izzy, it's fine. Dan was just leaving'

The girl, who I guessed must be Izzy, gasped and looked me straight in the eyes

'Dan Howell?'

'Yeah why..?'

'Because' she began and then a sharp pain rippled through my cheek, accompanied by a loud clapping sound.

'Izzy!' Phil screeched, running over and grabbing her arm 'Leave it'

Izzy laughed mockingly and grabbed my shoulder

'So you're the infamous Daniel Howell? My, my, i've heard alot about you mate, a fucking lot. And let me tell you, none of it was anything I was pleased to hear. You've got some nerve hurting Phil, do you know that? You fucking di-'

'IZZY!' Phil's shout echoed through the room and she looked up, her cold eyes turning soft.

'Sorry Philly' She said, smiling crookedly and pulling Phil into a comforting hug.

Jealousy rushed through my veins and I glared at Izzy's back, willing her to go away.

'And who are you then?'

Izzy pulled away from the hug and faced me, smiling sweetly.

'Izabella Boadley, Best friend of Philip Lester, Girlfriend of PJ Ligouri, and worst enemy of Daniel Howell. Nice to meet your accquaintance'

She held out her hand and I spotted the muse bracelet which hung loosely from her wrist. I came to the conclusion that now wasn't the best time to talk about our similar band interests.

I went to take her hand but she drew it away before I could even touch it.

'Since when have you been Phil's bestfriend? I was his bestfriend and boyfriend'

Izzy opened her mouth to retaliate but Phil jumped in, cutting her off.

'Yeah Dan, was. Now can you just go, please? I have your number and i might text you, I just need space'

I nodded and began to walk away but turned around just as I reached the door

'I wont give up Phil'

Sorry this is awful. I dont really want to cary on with this very much because i've had ideas for writing a frerard fic but i'll finish this first.

Now I may have casually added myself to the story and I may be a bit of a Bitch character but dont hate Izzy, not yet anyway. She has her story to tell.

I hope you enjoyed

- Izzy x