that one drunken night //beau

nine

I gasped, "Not mom," I nodded my head, "No," He said and I exhaled my worried breath, "I just saw Ben at the supermarket, he was kissing another girl,"

My teeth clenched and my eyes watered..

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As much as I wanted to be mad all I could do was cry, and that's what I did. I burst into tears. Tears because of some stupid guy that I really liked. Some stupid guy that hurt me.

"R-Really?" I squeaked through the phone

I heard Jason sigh, "I'm sorry rissa, Just so you know I went and punched him in the face," He said seriously

That made me laugh, "Thank you," I said, "I'm sorry for what I said earlier,"

"It's fine Ris, you get ben taken care of and let Beau or someone take Mel to Emily's" Jason said as I hear in his voice his second guessing it.

"Seriously?" I asked

"Seriously," He said, " He is her dad, and they're her family too,"

"I love you Big Bro," I smiled even though he couldn't see me, "Love you too Lil Sis," He said through the phone and we ended the call

"What happened?" Beau said as everyone stared, I started to tear up again

"Ben was caught by my brother, he was cheating on me," I laughed to my self not letting my tears escape

"I'm gonna kill him," Beau clenched his teeth, "Yeah same here," James said punching his fist

"No," I scolded, "It's bad enough he cheated on me I don't need him having something broken because of you to" They listened and backed away

"Beau can you drive her to her play date while I go and find Ben," I pleaded

"of course," he replied taking his car keys

"thank you, one of you have to come with me to find Ben," I said looking at the boys

"It should be Beau," Luke said, "To go with you, I can drive Mel," He said

Beau shot him a death glare for a reason I don't know but I went along with it and agreed.

"Let's go," beau said with loving look in his eye

I followed him to his car. He drove.

"Are you okay?" He asked as he drove trying to keep his eyes on the road but also look at me

I sighed, "It just seems like.. every person I start to feel like they're helping me, making me feel better walks out of my life," I start to tear up

"C'mon Lis, that's not true, ben probably just made a stupid ben mistake," he said comforting me

"Well it hurts!" I burst into tears, "I really really liked him Beau," I say with tears rolling down my face

He stopped the car and parked to the side of the road and hugged me as I cried in his chest, "I really liked him," I continued to cry

"Shh I know Lis, I know," he said rubbing my back calming me down

I calmed down and I separated from his arms, I wiped my face from my tears.

"Sorry," I said, "You're shirts all wet," I chuckled with a stuffy nose

"It's fine Lis, now let's go find Ben,"

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We drove to Ben's house, determined he would be there.

"That's his car.." I swallowed hard

"You ready?" Beau asked

As much as I wanted to say no, nod my head no and start crying again, I didn't. I nodded my head yes and we walked out of the car.

Beau let me do the honors and knock on his door.

"Larissa," Ben said opening the door

I had no words, I started to feel my face get red and hot, Not so much for anger but more for heartbreak.

as soon as Beau saw I couldn't speak he spoke up, "why'd you do it you dick,"

I grabbed Beau's arm as it moved toward Ben, I didn't want him to beat him up and be my hero, I wanted to hear what ben had to say.

"Why'd you do it ben?" I asked my voice cracking

"You're gonna think I'm an idiot, I am and idiot, I know you think I am, but Larissa," He sighed and looked to Beau

"I'm ready, let me have it. But just know nothing you can say to me can be any worse than what I'm already saying to my self," He nodded his head with every word, I could see hurt in his eyes. He bit his lip and looked over to me and swallowed hard

He looked like he was ready to be punched in the face by Beau and beat up too. But he was my football player boyfriend, everyone was scared of him.

"Fix this with her, You guys really like each other and, don't ruin it Ben," Beau said patting him on the back and walking toward the car

"Where are you going?" I ask, "I'm gonna wait, take as long as you need," Beau smiled, but I knew that smile, it was a fake smile.

I smiled and nodded back mouthing a quick thank you.

"Let's go inside," Ben said and I sighed and followed him in.

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We sat there talking, something we rarely ever did when I think about it.

"I'm not gonna lie, I kissed her," He said

I started to feel tears coming in my eyes.

"But, it was because I started to fall in love with you Larissa, I thought it was my brain fucking with me, but when I kissed her, I realized it wasn't. I want you and only you," He said grabbing my cheek

"Ben," I swallowed hard, "I-I never thought a stupid boys mistake could hurt me so much," I sighed

"I'm so so sorry larissa," He said grabbing my hand

"I'm sorry too, I can't forgive you right now, I need time to think,"

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Authors Note ;

SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOREVER! PROMISE THAT I'LL BE UPDATING!

So Zayn's has left 1D... its_rosalie is crushed, but hey #BeliebersAreHereForDirectioners ❤️.

^^^^ WOW THAT WAS OLD AF NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT !!!!!!!!