that one drunken night //beau

eleven

I nodded, "Every boy, every boy walks out on me, first my dad, then my first high school boyfriend Seth, then Paul, Ben and now my brother I think," I said with tears

"Guys.." Ariana swallowed

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We stared at her as she looked down at the peed on stick

"I'm not pregnant," she said revealing a relieved breath. Beau and I did the same

"thank god," Beau said, "I love Jai and all but he's not ready for that kind of responsibility, it's easier to be an uncle then a father,"

I nodded, "You have so much more time to get into a successful career and then start a family,"

"You're right," She said to both of us.

 "wait, Auntie Ari was gonna have a baby?" Mel asked

"no," I said to mel quickly

 "You can not tell anyone about this okay," ariana pleaded. 

"My lips are zipped," Mel said 'throwing' away the key, "I'm a good secret keeper,"

"Who tells you secrets?" I question her

"Well.. It wouldn't be a secret anymore if I told you," She said. clever

"C'mon babe, I'm your mom, your birth giver, there should be no secrets you know that I don't," I say trying to be persuasive

"Well, you can't say I told but the other day when uncle Jai and Luke were taking me to sleepover they kinda made a bet that you and daddy would end up being boyfriend and girlfriend," She said. 

Beau & I both got red, "Those assholes," Beau muttered underneath his breath, I saw Ariana smile in the corner of my eye.

"What are you smiling at Slomski," I joked with her

 "Nothing at all," She said wiping her smile off her face.

 "You better," Beau jokingly threatened, "When are you gonna be setting up?" I asked about the party.

She was having a big party for her 19th birthday, inviting a bunch of people from school and even some celebrities she's met through the Janoskians. 

"Jai hired some people to set up because he wanted to spend some time alone with me before the party and after too," she said

"Yeah well be safe so something like this doesn't happen again," beau said

"I know," She laughs, "Me and Jai are safe, I promise," She said. 

"Is Ben coming?" I asked hopeful, "Yeah," She said, "This is your chance to get back with him Ris," She smiles at me. 

"I hope he'll talk to me at least," I sighed, "Lis, if he really wants you back, he will," Beau said nodding his head

"But the way he's been acting doesn't prove he wants me back, Beau he won't even look at me," I turned and faced Beau nodding my head. 

"Look Lis, ben isn't talking to you because ben is scared that you don't feel the way he does for you," Beau bursted with hint of jealousy in his voice

"Well guess what, I do feel the same way," I said grabbing all my stuff and taking Melanie and leaving Ariana's. I went home angry without a reason, I had no idea why I just bursted out like that, all they wanted to do was help me feel better about my situation with Ben.

Both Ariana and Beau tried to call and text me but I just told them I was busy, I wasn't in the mood to talk about it. I was tempted to text Ben, I wanted to. What would I even say, Hey you cheated on me lets talk about it because I want you back. I mean yes, I broke up with Ben but I expected him to fight for me since he was falling in love with me. What changed?

That, that was what I would say to him.

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I didn't call or text Ben but I did get ready for that party.

I put on my black dress that showed a cleavage but was the right length. I put on black strappy heels, did my makeup and straightened my hair. It doesn't sound full out and it wasn't because I can't go around dressed like a slut, I'm a mom. It was 7:55 when I was ready I agreed to be an hour earlier at Ari's so I would have to leave since the party started at 9. Beau's Mom, Gina, agreed to watch Melanie for the night, I loved his mom.

I texted Beau

Are you picking me up?

He replied

Yeah, I just left get ready

I got my purse ready and grabbed my phone and headed down stairs, "Mom, I'm leaving!" I shouted to her. Jason wasn't home, as usual. "Okay! Have fun! Be safe!" She said to me from the kitchen, "Love you!" She shouted. "Love you too," I said before closing the door and locking it.

Beau pulled up with his Black Audi Q7, I loved it. "This car is like my dream car but in white," I said getting into the back since Skip was in shotgun. 

"Ari's too but she likes grey," Luke laughed, "It's kinda what Jai got her,"

"Really?! Oh what a lucky bitch," I laughed, "I'm so beyond jealous right now," I smiled. 

"Me too," Daniel said, "yeah well suckers I've got the best one, black," Beau rubbed in our faces. "Fuck off," Daniel said in his thick Australian accent.

We all laughed and drove to Ari's party.

We got there shortly it wasn't really a long drive. Beau opened my door for my like a gentleman, "Thank you," I said stepping out of the car and he playfully winked at me. 

There was a security guard who I recognized standing in front of Ari's door.

 "Hey T," Beau said before the big security guard let us in, I realized it was their security guard and that is how I recognized him.

We entered the house, music blasting, waiters serving alcohol and some snacks. I walked to find Ari, walking through crowds of celebrities and people from school. Boys checked me out, called my name but I just continued walking ignoring them. I stopped to look around and I finally saw Ari. I walked towards her as she was talking to Emma from Sunny's.

"larissa," Someone said behind me, I turned since the voice sounded familiar.

It was James. "Ben asked me to find you," He said. "B-Ben?" I asked.

"Larissa," Someone said behind me, I turned, this time it was Ben. Just as I was about to speak he cut me off, "Don't talk," He said before he grabbed my cheeks and kissed me.

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Author's Note:

another revised chap(: