that one drunken night //beau

three

another revised chap(: sorry i've been gone so long! 

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"When can I meet her?" He asked..

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I swallowed hard it's like a knife went through my chest. I told Beau he could meet her but I didn't think he would want to right away, frankly, I wasn't ready to tell my 4 year old I got knocked up by some guy I didn't know and didn't find out till now. 

"I um-I-I," I sighed quickly, "I'm gonna be honest, I'm not ready to explain this to Mel, I'm really sorry Beau," I said

His smiled quickly turned into a frown and swear I've never felt more bad in my life. "Yeah I get it," He laughed falsely, "All good," He put on a fake smile

I stayed silent. I would've said, 'It's okay I'll bring her over!' but I wasn't ready. 

After class we had lunch, and that was when I met everyone else, James, Daniel, Luke, Sam, and Mark.

James and Daniel also part of the Janoskians were hilarious, although I already knew.Beau and I stared at each other debating whether to tell everyone he's mel's dad. 

"So when you like gave birth," Mark said using hand gestures, "How did it feel?"

"Um it kinda felt like it would feel for you trying to squeeze a watermelon out of your penis," I said 

Ben snickered, "Penis,"

Everyone burst into laughter like we were 5, "You guys are so immature" Ariana laughed

"Wait so it hurts that bad?" James clenched his teeth revealing them and his dimples which were pierced, it was cute.

"Yeah," I said wide eyed, "But not to sound cheesy but totally worth the pain when I got mel," I smiled

"Is her dad in touch?" James asked, "N-Not to be nosy or anything," he panicked

I quickly looked at beau and ariana, "It was kinda a one night stand thing the dad left in the morning," I said

"Well I mean who could blame him, You were 14 and just had sex for the first time he freaked" He said everyone looked at him weirdly, "I-I'm guessing" he finished

I felt someone's cold hand slide against the side of my thigh, the person to my left side, Ben.

I looked at him moved my eyebrows and scooted a little from him. Beau eyed down Ben, and Daniel started a conversation.

"So Larissa, Melanie likes us?" He said referring to the Janoskians

"Oh she loves you guys," I smiled, "She would do anything to meet you guys, she watches all your videos oh it's adorable," I said thinking about my little rug rat hoping she's having a good day.

"Where is she while you're here?" Luke asked me

"She goes to Sunny's, you know the daycare place 2 blocks away," I said

"Oh! This one girl I know Emma works there, she's really hot," He says almost drooling. 

I laughed, "Today's my first day working there too, I've met Emma a few times she's nice" I smiled

"That's so cool that you work there," Ariana smiled, "I work at Starbucks, you are talking to head barista girl," She says flipping her reddish brown hair twice

"Very hot uniforms," Jai says sarcastically, "Can't even handle all the cleavage," He says again with sarcasm making me laugh

"We don't have a uniform I just have to wear a name tag that says 'Ms. Rissa'" I laughed

"Rissa? Cute nickname," Ben laughed at me, "It was either that or Lissy and that sounds to much like Lizzy" I said getting goosebumps, beau put his knee against mine and I looked at him, he gave me a sympathetic glare.

He smiled at me and I smiled back changing the subject, "Do any of you work any where?" I asked

"YouTube," 5 Australian boys answered me. "Impressive," I say as if I didn't know already

"I work at the Dealership by Sunny's," Ben says, "Me too," Says Mark

"Nice," I say, "I didn't really pay attention to it," 

"I work at the grocery store like a block away from Sunny's," Sam said

"I need to go there after work, what time do you guys close?" I ask

"We close at 11 Monday-Thursday, 10:30 on Fridays and Saturdays and 9 on Sunday's and we're open from 6:30 AM every morning," He smiles, he had a cute friendly smile

"Good to know, thanks" I smile back at him

I feel something cold and watery spill in the middle of my shorts by my vagina. Ben.

"What the hell," I scream jumping up from the coldness

Ben winked at me, "Let me get that for you" He says taking a paper towel and wiping that area

"Get away from me you perv!" I scream at him and run out the lunch room as a thousand eyes set on me

beau

"What the fuck man?" I yell at ben knowing he did this purposely just so he can touch Lis

"What?" He says standing up facing me, "You have a thing for larissa?" He says in a baby voice

"Stay the fuck away from her!" I yell at him also standing everyone was silent in the lunch room but me and Ben

"Fuck off man, she's mine" He says

"YOU'RE JUST A FUCKING PERVERT REED" I yell angrily clenching every muscle not to punch him plus Ari was pulling me back

"YOU CAN'T GET HER, BRO CODE" He spits in my face

"OKAY BRO CODE YOU CAN'T GET HER EITHER SHE WAS MINE FIRST, SHE THE GODDAMN MOM OF MY KID, MELANIE'S MY KID!" I say and everyone around me gasps. I walk out the lunch room to find Lis.

She was sitting by her locker with tears in her eyes. "Lis," I say and she looks up at me and gets up and runs and gives me a hug

"Beau," she says crying, "I hate him, I hate him so much," she repeats. I felt so guilty hugging her back, I just told everyone melanie's my kid.

"Lis you are gonna hate me when I tell you this," I said pulling away from her

"No, You stood up for me in there, I heard yelling," She said with a stuffy nose and stuffy eyes

"Lis all that yelling ended up in me telling everyone mel is our baby," I said quickly, quickly regretting it