Natasha/Scarlett oneshots

Without you (NR)

A/N- Heyyy, welcome to the book! I wrote this on the 2 year anniversary of Endgames release so that's why it might seem a bit weird.
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Me and Nat had been together since the attack on New York and to say that I have loved every minute of it would be an understatement. She was my rock. My ride or die. I couldn't imagine a life without her. She proposed to me right before the blip and as much as it hurt the both of us, we decided that we wouldn't get married until we had everyone back. So we waited and waited. It was now 3 years to the day of our engagement and I had decided that we needed to take our relationship to a different level- we needed to have a family.

"Nat" I asked whilst looking up at her. We were laying on our bed snuggled up together watching a movie.

"Yes детка (baby)" She replied looking down at me.

"I know we haven't spoken about it recently, but I think I'm ready to have a kid if that's what you want still"

She had always felt so guilty and insecure about her not being able to have a kid and I knew that she had always wanted one. It was me that had stopped us from having any in the past. I had a brother when I was little and it was my fault that he was dead. I felt so guilty. I felt like a monster. I couldn't be around kids anymore because I felt so scared that I would stop them from having a happy life. But with Natasha by my side, I knew that there would be nothing we couldn't face.

"I would love that so much медовый (honey) but only if you feel like your ready for it"

"I think I am" I replied back with absolute certainty.

So that's how we came to the conclusion that we would start a family.

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We talked to Bruce and because I have powers much like Wanda's, which included healing powers, he could make something with some of Nat's DNA that reacted with my healing powers that could ultimately let us biologically have a baby. He said it would take at least a year to make the serum so we waited. (p.s I have no idea about sciency things so sorry if this doesn't make any sense XD)

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It had now been a year and a half since Bruce started working on the serum and it was finally done. He said he had enough for 3 tries. It was risky because this had never been done before. After the first attempt, we had to wait another 9 months until we had another go.

The first test.

Negative

So, we waited another 9 months.

Negative

We yet again waited another 9 months. This time it was our last chance.

Positive

I was so over the moon. I just needed to find Nat and tell her. But then I remembered that her and the other Avengers were going to collect the stones. I am part of the Avengers too but Nat  being the overprotective girlfriend that she is forced me to sit this one out because there was a chance that I could be pregnant. Which as a matter of fact I was.

I rushed into where the time machine was because that's where I would see her. As I walked in I saw everyone. Apart from Nat. Right there and then I knew exactly what had happened. She always promised to meet me after a mission before she did anything else. They didn't have to explain anything to me. I felt my whole world collapse in on me. I couldn't raise a baby all on my own. I couldn't even function with out Nat. I could never love again.

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Clint came up to me later that day whilst I was sitting in Nat's office looking at old pictures of us together.