tear myself apart (billieeilish&tatemcrae)

eight

it's around 10pm and we have all eaten, i'm now just sat in the studio with billie listening to a few things she has been working on.

"i'm sorry hold on" i say, grabbing my phone which has been vibrating between us for about half an hour now.

tate: ok guys stop blowing
up my phone i'm with billie rn

jaden: ooo how's it going.

ness: fill us in tate.

tate: im turning my phone on
do not disturb you guys are the worst.

ness: love you too mcrae.

i put my phone back down on my lap, giving billie an apologetic look. she smiles, "was that your boyfriend?" she asks, her blue eyes looking down at her rings that cover her fingers.

"i don't have a boyfriend" i tell her and she immediately looks back up at me.

"wait, so who's that guy that had his arm around you on facetime yesterday" she asks, her eyebrows frowned in confusion.

"oh that's jaden, he's one of my friends" i say laughing.

she puts her hand on her face and shakes her head, "i'm so dumb" she admits before looking back up at me, a look of relief on her face. "actually, i take that back i'm not dumb. your just beautiful so i expected you to be in a relationship" she adds.

"tate! come on honey we're going back to the hotel" i hear my mom shout.

"do you need a ride?" billie asks, standing up and sorting out her baggy white t shirt.

"my dads got a car" i say and and she gives me a grin.

"oh well, they can take their car but you may still need a ride" she says, a smirk on her face. oh i know what she's getting at.

"do you want to give me a ride" i ask, an uncontrollable smile on my face.

"maybe" she says, messing with her chains around her neck.

"ok then, billie can i have a ride in your car" i ask.
"of course you can" she says with a giggle, real subtle eilish.

i follow billie downstairs, nudging her in the arm as we both laugh. she explains to my parents that i am going with her and they nod.
the green haired girl grabs my jacket and holds it out for me, helping me put it on.

i follow her outside and get in her famous car which i'm actually pretty excited to be in. it smells like her and i love it.

"welcome to billie o'connells taxi service where can i take you today?" she says, handing me her phone to type in the address. i giggle and put her phone in it's holder as the directions start.

the drive is pretty silent as i stare out of the window, the faint sound of the radio in the background. the hotels not actually too far away so we are nearly there.

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after a short while billie parks up outside and takes off her seatbelt. "welcome to billie o'connells body guard service, let's take you to your room and hope i'm not recognised" she says mimicking herself from earlier.

i get out of the car and slowly walk beside her inside and to the elevator. i look down seeing billies hand discreetly taking hold of mine and intertwining our fingers.

"is this a part of the body guard service" i ask jokingly and she nods pulling a serious face.

"of course, just being extra safe" she says. i look at her and shake my head laughing. i feel so comfortable with her already.

we get out the elevator at the third floor and billie drags me through the hallway, getting excited when she finds me room number.

"well tate, it's been fun but i'll see you tomorrow" she says, letting go of my hand and hugging me tight.

"goodnight bil" i say.
"goodnight pretty" she replies, before disappearing back down the hall.

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