i'm sorry if this ones short, i had my covid vaccine today and my arms hurting like a bitch so i don't want to do anything and i also can't sleep but enjoy and go get vaccinated ❤️
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"tate, come here baby" billie shouts from downstairs, they have finally finished writing for the day, finneas is just ordering us all some food.
i stand up and head into the studio where i find billie day down on one of the sofas. her eyes meet mine and she smiles widely. "come here" she repeats, her arms open for me. i lie next to her, turning on my side so i can face her.
"what do you want to do tomorrow, i have a day off and i really want to take you on a date. it just sucks that i can't take you on a proper one" she says with a sigh. i bring a smile on my face and she furrows her eyebrows at me.
"bil i'm not bothered whether i'm sat in your bedroom or at a fancy restaurant, it's the company that matters. i just like spending time with you" i explain.
she smiles widely and kisses my forehead, "this is why i love you" she admits. i widen my eyes and look at her with confusion. "you what?" i ask, my breath hitching in my throat.
"i love you" she repeats. a smile grows on my lips as i shove my face in billies neck to try and hide the pinkness of my cheeks right now. she wraps her arms around me and hugs me tight. she's changed a lot since i got here i think.
i haven't seen her message the guys once about going doing drugs, she's been working hard on her music, has a genuine smile on her face.
"i love you to" i say, as she kisses my forehead and holds me.
// food arrives and i automatically shove it down my throat, i cant tell you how hungry i am, it's kinda ridiculous. i look like i haven't been fed in weeks.
trust me i have, claudia has taken good care of me i'm just on my period. hahaha too much information. i scroll through my phone, looking at emails i have about music and everything.
people are coming to me with so many opportunities right now, khalid wants a song, blackbear. i have my new song with troy sivan which is coming out very very soon. like everything is just going uphill for me and i'm so happy about it.
honestly i think my next big mile stone will be moving to los angeles. my friend olivia is looking for an apartment and wants a room mate which would be perfect for me.
i know so many people out here and i'm closer to everyone especially with working on new music and stuff, theres not to much you can do from calgary.
sure i will miss my friends but they were talking about moving eventually. i can join new dance classes, it would be like a fresh start. i know i'm only young and i do need to think it through, but i honestly think it needs to happen.
"this movie is so good yet so bad at the same time" finneas says as the twilight saga eclipse comes on the tv. "team jacob all the way" i say with a laugh, leaning back getting fully into the film.
"it's just so annoying tho, like bella gets on my nerves" billie says, her arm finding it's way around my waist. i nod in agreement, shoving the last of my fries into my mouth and putting my plate on the table.
shark jumps onto the chair and lies down on my lap making my smile.
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