its been two years since tear myself apart released, along side my ep. I loved working on that song so much especially with billie and finneas. speaking of them, we didn't stay in touch, sure we have each other on instagram or whatever but that last day in the studio was the last time I spoke to them.
besides all that though. I released my newest ep 'too young to be sad' and its pretty much the best thing I have created. I feel like I've grown up a lot in these past two years, I gained more of a following, you broke me first has done fucking amazing and I'm enjoying what I am doing.
speaking of my ep, Im actually about to go on tour and im so excited. I think we are going to the UK eventually too but at the moment its just in america.
billie's pov <3
"hey billie do you remember that tate girl that we wrote a song with, she's doing so well I just listened to her new ep and its fucking great" finneas tells me, both of us sat in his home studio. I look at him and frown my eyebrows.
"I can't believe I didn't stay in touch with her, she seemed like someone I would get along with" I admit and my brother smirks at me. "yeah thats because you think she's hot" finneas says laughing.
"well true" I say, a smile appearing on my face. I grab my phone and find her instagram, I unfollowed everyone so I don't see her posts anymore. I wonder how she's doing. i widen my eyes seeing her, she looks so good.
I click on her recent photo with was posted literally like 3 minutes ago, might as well give it a comment.
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tatemcrae: i should be packing 200k likes 50k comments — @oliviarodrigo so when's our wedding then ^@tatemcrae whenever baby
@user: those nailsssss @user2: it's the whole outfit for me
@nessabarrett hi girlfriend ^@tatemcrae hey sexy ^@emmachamberlin come see me
@billieeilish how are you so damn pretty ^@tatemcrae shhhhh
@jadenhossler come see us mcrae @johnnyorlando pls do ^@tatemcrae how about you see me
i look at finneas with shock but he isn't paying any attention at all. i run my hand through my hair and check through my dms.
tatemcrae: hey thank you again for allowing me to use your song i really appreciate it. '2019'
"she dm'd me in 2019 and i forgot to reply is it a bit too late now" i question my brother who is messing about with his piano, trying to think of ideas for my next album. he shakes his head and i pout my lips. fuck it.
billieeilish: hey tate i didn't see your message until now, but your welcome i guess and your killing it at the moment. congrats on your new ep i'm yet to listen to it but finneas loves it
"ok let's get back to work" i say to my brother, turning my phone off and heading over to him with my note book ready for ideas. i hate song writing so much.
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tatemcrae: no worries! thanks for replying hahah.
billieeilish: how have you been?
tatemcrae: honestly great, met some cool people, my musics doing well, i'm going on tour. i'm pretty happy. i could do with a new billie eilish song though😏
billieeilish: soon, very soon.
tatemcrae: good good, how have you been?
billieeilish: not bad, although i hate myself for not staying in touch with you
tatemcrae: oh don't worry about that.
billieeilish: i loved spending time with you when i met you so i don't understand why i didn't but i'm dumb
tatemcrae: am i ok to message you later got some people over.
