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I JUST MET TATE. SHE WAS SO CUTE AND SHE WAS LIKE "I LOVE YOU GIRL" AND I NEARLY PASSED OUT. OMGGGGG.

anyway back to the story, enjoyyyy.

anyway back to the story, enjoyyyy

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/// billies pov <3

"got a list of all my habits, habits, wish i didn't have it so bad its, cause all of them are you and the bad things that you do" she sings into the mic hearing the crowd screaming the lyrics back.i smile a little, walking backstage to grab some water quickly. she is honestly one of the most amazing people I've ever met and I kinda want to keep her around this time. 

but I dont know what to do, I just got out of a relationship, she 100 percent likes jaden I don't care how much she denies it so I'm just overthinking everything. 

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the show was fucking amazing as usual, but unfortunately it's her last night in los angeles, I don't know really whats going to happen after this. "yessss!" tate's friends shout as she re enters the dressing. i smile and lick my lips grabbing a bottle of water watching her instantly getting tackled into hugs.

"ok ok get off me i'm sweaty" she says, pushing them away but before jaden leaves her he pecks her lips. I can tell she was surprised and didn't expect it but she doesn't really seem bothered, my blood is boiling so bad right now.

her mom comes in the room kissing her on the forehead, "there's a girl that fainted half way through the show and i was wondering if i can bring her in here too meet you?" she asks and tate nods happily, grabbing one of her merch hoodies off the table and putting it on.

a small blonde girl comes in the room, shock all over her face. tate smiles and instantly hugs her. "hey how are you feeling" she asks, letting go but keeping her hand on her shoulder.

i smile at the interaction noticing how loving tate is. "i feel a lot better" the girl admits.

"what's your name" tate questions as the girl looks at me her eyes instantly widening. oh yeah shit i completely forgot.

"my name is jess and i'm surprised i haven't fainted yet, billies here too!" the blonde exclaims, staring at me with shock. i stand up and walk over to them giving her a tight hug.

once i let go tate smiles at me and i smile back.

"and olivia rodrigo what the fuck is happening" she shouts making us laugh.

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the girl leaves shortly, escorted out by security. i don't really know what to do with myself, this is the last time i'm going to see tate for a while. i want to stay at her hotel but she has her friends with her and as much as i hate the idea of her staying with jaden, i can't do anything about it.

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