My abandonment issues make
Me hate you. For leaving.
My commitment issues make
Me un appreciate you. For trying.
My control issues make
You fall further away from me.
For suffocating.
So why is it that we
Are caught in this loop
Of pure addiction,
When we force each other to
Jump through hoops.
All I can think about, after screaming at you
Is your face, and this enchanting view.
Reminding me of how
You taste on my tongue.
I know that we are young.
But I could do this forever
While we should make it never.
Maybe it's the addiction.
Creating a fiction
In our minds
That help us find
Our way back together,
And that taste back on my tongue.
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The Night Sky is in Her Veins
Poetry// s o n d e r \\ - "the realisation that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own" Life can be dark, cold and lonely. Feeling betrayed, misunderstood, chewed up and spat out by the world, its when I get sonder, that I...