// s o n d e r \\ - "the realisation that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own"
Life can be dark, cold and lonely. Feeling betrayed, misunderstood, chewed up and spat out by the world, its when I get sonder, that I...
Sometimes I don't want it to be over I want to get up and scream, Fight myself to be sober. To pour the poison down the drain, Instead of keeping it safe in my veins. To look in the mirror and smile, Knowing I could be okay for a little while. To enjoy the light that comes with life, Instead of only seeing it reflect of the knife That you use to kill them demons And numb the pain. No more little red stains Etched into your skin Each one with a trip down memory lane. To be able to sit in the darkness and not think of death To want to savour every last breath. And then the 'sometimes' passes Life gives me back my reality glasses, Slipping back into submission, Overshadowed by my addiction.
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