We always took things for granted not knowing that it will last sooner or later, not that longer as how we expected. Minsan kapag nasanay tayong nariyan hindi natin pinapahalagahan kasi akala natin kahit anong oras ay nandiyan lang. But it's a no no. Things will soon end even love, chance, and hope.
Nakita ko kung paano naging mesirable si Raze simula noong nalaman niyang ikakasal na Shane sa susunod na buwan at iyon na nga, she will going to marry my friend Casper. Nakatanggap din ako tawag galing kay Blaire noong isang araw asking me to meet her for a dinner. Kasi gusto niya raw ng kausap. Hindi ko alam pero feeling ko talaga na attached na 'yon kay Casper e.
These past few I wasn't working. Even sa company. Minsan ko rin ni-reject ang tawag ng manager ko. Because I don't know. I can't feel myself. Pagod ako palagi. Wala akong gana palagi. Well not this one.
Wearing a black floral long sleeves with a deep split in the chest and a black skinny jeans which I partnered it with a black heels, I walked confidently on the street heading my way to the restaurant where Blaire is.
I was hiding my face using my black purse because I'm not in the mood to socialize with others. Pagod kasi ako galing sa isang photoshoot kanina. Actually I'm not expecting na marami pa lang takes and scenes and gagawin akala ko for a one designer lang 'yon pala at tatlo sila at pinag-collab kaya dumami ang shoots and takes. It ended up exhausted but I needed to see Blaire I believe she needs. She needs a friend.
Nakita ko naman siya kaagad pagkapasok ko sa restaurant na sinabi niya. She was busy texting kaya hindi niya ako napansin. Kumunot lang ang noo ko dahil mukhang wala siya sa sarili.
"Hey, Sorry I'm late." I said as soon as I sat in front of her.
"It's okay! Ano ba! Alam ko naman busy ka." sabi pa niya at pabirong tumawa. I noticed a big circles under her eyes. Even if she's trying to be that 'maingay and palatawa' she can't denied that she had a problem. "Anyways, mag-order kana riyan. Just order for me a for me." She said.
"Later. Now what happened?" I asked without sugarcoating. Para saan pa e halata namang may problema siya.
"You are so mean to me! Tanungin mo muna ako kung okay lang ako." She pouted like a kid. I smiled at her because she so cute on her white dress and a half ponytailed hair.
"Hindi kita tatanungin kung okay ka lang o hindi kasi halata namang hindi ka okay. And even if I asked, you will just lie and said you're fine. Ano pang saysay ng pagtanong ko na okay ka o hindi kung pwede naman kitang tanungin sa kung ano ang problema mo?" I said and panicked when I saw that she was about to cry.
"Blaire, don't do that here! For Pete's sake! kung iiyak ka let's go to somewhere at mag-inom na lang tayo! May alam akong lugar. Let's go!". I said before I dragged her out. That's a five star restaurant and I don't want to make a scene there. Patay ako kay Ella kung ganoon.
"Hindi naman ako iiyak!" She argued.
"Oh hell! I've been broken before, Blaire and I always heard that to myself but I'm ended up crying my ass off." I rolled my eyes and was about to book a cab but she insisted to use her car instead.
"Let's use my car but you should tell me who that guy was!" She said and dragged me harshly towards her black sedan. Great! "You drive! Total ikaw naman ang nakaisip na magchange place!" She said and laughed evilly.
"Tamad ka lang mag drive." I rolled my eyes. Ganito ba talaga ang mga babae kapag-broken hearted? Tsk I don't remember I'm not being like her!
Ginilid niya ang katawan niya at tumingin sa'kin na nangliliksi ang mga mata.
"Sinong ex boyfriend mo? Or fling?... Since wala naman akong nabalitaan na nagkajowa ka. Chismis marami." Sabi niya.
"None of your business, blaire." I just said but of course, she's blaire.
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The Beauty of Letting Go
Teen Fiction(UNDER REVISION) Anastasia Reign Morrison was a broken girl, carrying the burden of her past every single day. She keeps on questioning her worth, she keeps on finding people to appreciate her as a person, to treat her different from how her Dad tre...
