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08 [ Jaemin. ]

Did I just smile at him/her? The fuck- Na Jaemin you never do that. If I actually think about it... I haven't seen myself smile in years. The last picture I saw myself smiling in was when I went to visit my mom in America, 7 years ago.

Flashback 7 years ago.

"Ma!!!" I ran towards my mom and hugged her tight.

JM mom; "Jaeminnie! Hello. Ohhh I miss you", my mom hugged me back and we went into the cab.

JM; "Mom, how are you? How does it feel living here in America?", my mom smiled and creased my cheek.

JM mom; "It's been great sweetie".

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Shit. Why do I feel like I want to cry. Keep those tears in Na Jaemin. A tear managed to escape and rolled down my cheek. Yangyang who was next to me saw the tear and questioned me, "Yow you ok Jaem?". I panicked and thought of a lie. "I'm great. I just pocked my eye on accident". He nodded and talked to Winwin.

JM; "I- I'LL GO TO THE TOILET REAL QUICK. SEE YA IN CLASS", before anyone of them could ask me anything, I sprinted away to the closes boys toilet.

I got into the bathroom, walked into an empty stall and sat down on the seat. I sobbed hard. All my tears rolled down and I was chocking in tears. I tried to stay as quite as I could so no one could hear me. My eyes were red and my cheeks were rosy red too. I took a deep breath and heard the principle make an announcement.

Principle; "Good afternoon students. Sorry for disturbing your lunchbreak but I just wanna ask, who lost their phone in class AB4? It is a Samsung flip. If anyone of you who were using class AB4 during Science class earlier on, you may come get it at my office. Thank you" I sighed and got out of the stall. My stupidity for not wiping my eyes brought me into this... Yangyang was being suspicious about me earlier on and followed me to the toilet. He heard me cry and saw me and my dang red face. His arms were crossed and he looked at me straight into the eye. Giving me that 'I knew it. Now come here and I'll help you' look. I went up to him and hugged him. My tears rolling down once more.

Yang2; "Hey... I know you well. Don't think I don't know. It's okay", he patted my back and I chocked in tears again.

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We got out of the toilet and headed to SC1 where we're going to have our next class at. My entire gang was there and they greeted the both of us.

Johnny; "hey Jaem. What took you so long in the toilet?" I decided to lie again.

JM; "Errr... I poked my eye a little to hard and my hurt real bad" They nodded and Yangyang looked at me and shook his head. Sorry Yang but yeah... we all got our own secrets.

The door opened revealing someone. I looked up and made direct eye contact with him/her, Lee Y/n. The way both our eyes widen and how quick we looked away. Mr. Kim was afraid to say something so he looked away. She/He came up to me and handed me my homework. But it wasn't finished homework. The paper was in shreds and the file was damaged. I looked at him/her and he/she pulled my hair.

You; "This is the last time I'm ever doing your homework. There is no way you are getting away from bullying me once more into doing your crap. FUCK NO! I swear to god Na Jaemin. I have been showing my soft side and letting you get away with all the things you have done to me. But hell no am I ever gonna let you do this to me".

She/he stormed out of the class and slammed the door shut. The loud bang echoed through out the entire hallway. One of the teacher Mr. Huang was there to witness it and he started nagging him/her. She/He shouted back at Mr. Huang. They had an insanely loud fight outside the classroom. Mr. Huang then shouted, "LEE Y/N ENOUGH! YOU HAVE DONE ENOUGH! DETENTION NOW!". Y/n scoffed and looked away.

You; "Detention?" oof- almost all the students from every living class in the school were in the hallways watching the Drama. Can someone pass me the popcorn? Ya know what, pass me the soda as you can too. She/He grabbed the detention ticket and walked away to the detention classroom. Bang! the door slams shut again. Well that was some scene. I got back into class and Mr. Kim didn't want to talk about anything and that he had to prosses what he just saw, so he told everyone to do their own things. I grabbed the damaged file and the shredded pieces of paper. I threw the paper away and the file too. Xiaojun suddenly crawled under my desk. I was so confused. He came out from underneath with a piece of paper. He read it and his eyes widen. He managed to catch the other's attention. We all looked his way, he looked at all of us and handed me the piece of paper. The paper had a hand written writing. It said;

"Hey. I hate you so much for doing what you did to me. But my stupidity somehow made myself fall for you motherfucker. I still don't understand and don't know why and how. I'm going with the flow. I know you deleted my number, so here --> 082*******. Save it. If you don't wanna chat me who cares, just save it"

From; it's a secret sorry not sorry

To; Jaemin.

ok I have to be honest I have definitely have seen this number before but just can't make out whos. I shoved the piece of paper in my pocket for safe keeping and the boys just looked at me.

Hendery; "Who's the paper from?"

JM; " I don't know. But I have definitely have seen that number somewhere and have definitely have saved that number. I must have accidentally deleted it. I just don't know whos"

Yangyang; "Let me see". I took the paper out and gave to him. He read the number multiple times, then looked at me and shook his head.

Yang2; "Sorry I don't think I have ever saved that number".

We passed the paper around the class but no one knew it except one person. Byun Baekhyun, the class extrovert. He's one of our friend, specifically he's Hyuk's friend.

Hyuk; "Baekhyun... we need your help" Baekhyun turned around.

Baekhyun; "What ya need?"

Hyuk; "You save almost every single students so who's is this?" Hyuk passed the paper to Baekhyun and he took a quick look. He grabbed his phone and searched for it.

Baekhyun; "Aha. I do have it... but!" I was just about to ask him who's it was but that 'but' got me. "but... I didn't save the name. But there is another but.... I remember the number belongs to a girl/boy"

authors note; (ya know your own gender)

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sorry it ends here.

Thanks for reading bestie!

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