Intro Chapter:
Gazing out the car window I didn't know.
I didn't know how much the curly haired boy staring back at me through the tinted glass meant to me.
I didn't know that day he would leave this town without me getting the goodbye I so desperately needed.
I didn't know that I would have to wait two years before I would get to look into his emerald green eyes again.
I didn't know we would get to know one another, but only as friends.
I didn't know how much I would miss his contagious smile that used to brighten each and every day.
Harry,
I think you should know this, even though I can't possibly tell you this myself; For both the obvious and selfish reasons. I wasn't expecting how easy it would be to lie and convince myself that I didn't miss you. I so quickly found someone to pick up the pieces of what I thought I felt for you. What I now felt for him was nothing compared to what I used to, or should I say do, feel for you. Ever since that last day I saw you, every birthday or first star I see at night I would secretly wish to see you again. But most importantly of all, I didn't know that one day that wish would come true.
--Whitney
This story will take you on a journey to discover Whitney's feelings for the curly haired boy that once left her, her feelings for her newfound boyfriend Andy (based off of Andy, Liam's friend), and a battle with herself to discover what it is she truly wants. A life with certain security or one she may have been always dreaming of, yet still holds numerous obstacles.
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Indecisive [Watty Awards 2013]
FanfictionHarry left her. No goodbye. No contact in two years. Sure they were just friends back then, nothing more. That's what Whitney told herself anyways, moving on quickly with her new boyfriend Andy. So what happens when Whitney thinks she's got it all f...