Into the light..|Eremin

Chapter 5 |Trouble

TW: The content is abusive and may get graphic:

Armin POV:

Shit... Im going to be in so much trouble.. I have not been home for the past 4 days. its been a while. My parents are going to kill me. They are gonna kill me. I can not even imagine how brutal im going to be hurt. I looked down then quickly heard rain. I thought to myself 'If i just go now ill get their faster maybe ill come up with an excuse' I thought. I hugged Eren tightly it could even be the last time i see him for months and months. I slipped out of his arms as he held me i opened the car door without saying a word, he than looked confused and he said "I can drive you-" I had to decline. I shook my head and began running it was not even far and if my parents saw me in his car.... They would kill Eren. That crosses the line! They can hurt me as much as they want but never ever can they even think to touch Eren. As i ran in the rain loosing sight of Erens car i made it to my house i was trembling in fear of what would happen i bet the police informed them. Im terrified but.. i have to deal with this on my own and always will. I wish their was a way out of this life but no. Their is really nothing i could do but wait til death seeks me. I bring myself to the door opening it slightly seeing my parents fighting and yelling as loud as possible about the situation. They then saw me. My father than yelled as he pulled my hair "Where the hell have you been you little bitch.. I heard you were suspected for murder..." He than scoffed and he continued "Little bitchy murderers get punished." He then began to punch me over and over his eyes were hateful and angered. I could tell this could be the day i died. No kidding. He then kicked me as he knocked me into a wall hurting my head a lot. He quickly grabbed a knife and began to laugh and i felt a horrible taste in my mouth it was blood. I couldnt stop coughing up blood. He then moved closer to me and took the knife toward me and he then said "Murderers get punished.. Now you should pay" He then began to cut me slightly one my arms or any where he could get to. I honestly could hardly even began to explain how brutal and painful the beating was. Worse than others. I wouldnt be able to go to school for months. This had been horrible. I promised Eren id call him if they hurt me but.. i cant. And i may never see my boyfriend again. My mother than lit her cigarette and than opened up another bottle of alcohol. She poured some in a cup and drank it quickly. She moved closer to me and my father as she held the cigarette to her lips and away and blew smoke from her mouth. The scent was disgusting i wanted to throw up. She put the burning part of the cigarette on my arm burning me. I couldnt feel much anymore. My father continued to cut my arms. And they both just laughed as if this was something funny. But in reality it was a painful abusive mess. And i was in the middle of it all. I felt so many tears coming through my eyes i began to try and scream but my mother through her hand over my mouth and slapped me in the face. She then said "Shut up dammit! If anyone hears you THAN THE POLICE WILL BE ASKING ME QUESTIONS DAMMIT GOT IT!" She always seamed to hate police and every time they came sniffing around our home they would never suspect them. It was unfair. The police obviously were not doing a good job at all. My school has called CPS so many times and neither have ever found anything and im forced to keep quiet sadly. Gosh life was a pain... its useless to me... im useless even to Eren i bet. I feel bad for leaving him like that without saying anything but i had to. I may as well wait for death now. At this point i was crying so much i could hardly catch my breath i couldnt say anything because of how much pain i was in. My father took the knife and began to stab me twice with it after leaving me there to bleed out. My mother later realized they hadnt had a solid alibi so if i was found dead than they could get in trouble so she helped stop the bleeding and just made sure i was alive just so she did not go to prison. I found myself sleeping in bed. And i could hardly move. But if i didnt id be yelled at so i had to. I got myself up in so much pain and brought myself to the bathroom to get dressed and brush my teeth. I looked in the mirror and nearly cried to see bruises on bruises it was horrid.. I wont see Eren for a while.. I wont call him for a while.. I wont text him for a while... Im sorry Eren... But i dont need you hurt to. I began to cry a bit and then hit myself in the head to shake the thoughts out it didnt matter. Im useless dammit. I brought myself downstairs and got the coffee ready. I made breakfast for my parents and then walked back to my room collapsing on my bed in exhaustion. I looked at my phone out of boredom. I got almost 105 calls and 21 texts from Eren. I began to read them they were sweet and heartwarming to hear that he loves me in all but i had to ignore him. I can not let him ever ever ever see me in this much pain. My parents were fighting about weather or not they should go on vacation for a few weeks. I felt a bit better after hearing they were going my mother told me she would kill me if i left the house. I knew she was not kidding of course. I nodded lazily since the pain still wouldnt stop. My stomach was aching. My head was pounding. My eyes felt painful to even open. I felt so horrible i didnt wanna see anyone then not even Eren since he couldnt see me like this he just couldnt. My eyesight went blurry and i fell asleep.

Eren POV:

I was so confused why is Armin not answering me... He has not been at school for the past week im worried is he okay... Its his dam parents ill stop by at his house after school. I need to see him. Finally the bell i can go stop to see Armin. I knocked on the door. But their was no answer im starting to get.. scared. I opened the door. It was unlocked luckily. I walked around seeing a little bit of blood going up the stairs i checked around seeing even more also a bloody knife. I begn to smack my mouth before nearly screaming. The blood splatters and drops led all the way to Armins room. I made my way their trembling. He couldnt be dead. Is he. Is he okay. My mind was debating whether i should go in or not. I decided to open the door seeing Armin. He was wearing the same thing from that day but covered in blood. I walked closer to check his pulls. He was okay. Not exactly but he still was alive luckily. I Picked him up and hugged him while crying he seamed to wake up. He looked horrified to see me.

Armin POV:

No... no...no... Eren is here this is exactly what i did not want to happen. I couldnt say anything i felt my heart pound. I felt very nervous. I then finally said "E-eren why are you here! You need to leave." Eren pulled away from the hug and looked at me while holding my chin up to make me look back at him Eren then said "Armin who the hell did this to you im going to kill them" He looked more upset than i have ever seen him in my life i didnt know what to say i just i couldnt say the truth i knew that at least............