Into the light..|Eremin

Chapter 13 |Sorry

Eren POV:

I walked inside Armins house to find him, why was his door open? Is he okay? The letter seamed off? He wouldn't hurt himself right? Is he mad at me? Are his parents threatening him.. I just don't understand!
I walked over to the steps as I peered around the hallways. The house was big , it was a Victorian style, very nice but the inside was a little trashed. Their were beer cans every were. I walked over to a room that looked like Armins from last time I was their, the door was slightly open revealing Armin sitting down he seamed to be writing something while.. crying? Is he crying I can hardly see him from here. He seamed to be holding something in his other hand. He then put down the paper he wrote as he whispered something I couldn't seam to hear him. I walked inside the room, Armin turned around hiding the item behind his back as he wiped the tears with his other hand. I looked at him confused and said "A-Armin? Why are you.. crying. And the letter what do you mean it doesn't make since every time I read it.. wait a second your not gonna-" I walked closer to him as he backed away slightly every time I took a step closer. Armin began crying more til his back hit the wall he couldn't back away anymore. He held the item out, it was a.... a knife.. he held it and said "Eren.. you need to leave now." I was not gonna leave what is he doing what's he doing!!! He's not gonna.. I walked closer. I then said "Armin put the knife down" I said calmly you could tell I was gonna cry but I had to be calm. Armin shook his head no as he brought the sharp object toward himself and he said "Eren.. I'm asking you to leave please I- I just I need to... I have to do it okay!!! I HAVE TO EREN! JUST LET ME! I CANT TAKE IT IF I DONT MY PARENTS WILL!" Armin began crying more. I wasn't gonna let him do this.. I sighed as tears formed in my eyes and I calmly said "Armin.. hand me the knife and calm down!" I said as I put my hand out in front of him. Armin was stubborn he shook his head no and said "EREN PLEASE I HAVE TO!" I then said "ARMIN YOUR PARENTS!" He shot up dropping the sharp kitchen knife and looked around. I ran toward the sharp object and took it. Armin yelled "WHERE!?" I sighed in relief. I said "Armin.. we are gonna stay at my house for a little okay?" Armin then looked at me confused and said "um- I- can I have that.. back?" I refuse to give this to him, I shook my head no and walked over to him and took his hand and intertwined our fingers. Armin blushed deeply I wondered if he still loved me? I know I still love him for sure. I couldn't just kiss him or anything he probably doesn't love me anymore. I thought to myself these thoughts as I dragged along Armin to my house he didn't really care as we got closer since he wasn't able to get his hand out of mine. He looked happier as we entered my house I then said "Do you want to.. talk about it?.. Armin I don't wanna loose you.." Armin shook his head no and then it was silent for a second as I let go of his hand. Armin turned to face me and said "Eren I- I still love you..." he said as his eyes filled with tears. His eyes were all so pretty and perfect, a beautiful blue ocean was in his eyes. His hair was golden and silky.. His skin was soft and pretty.. his cheeks were red and he was blushing as the tears dropped onto his cheeks. I hugged him tightly and kissed his head as I rested my chin their after and said "Armin I love you too." I felt my cheeks warm up. I could feel myself blushing. Armin pulled away, he stood on his tippy toes and kissed me. I felt him smile through the kiss. We both pulled away as we blushed deeply. I smiled lightly and said "Armin.. Do you um- still wanna be mine?..." I felt embarrassed to say that it sounded weird was it shit did I mess up dammit!
Armin blushed even more as he looked at me and smiled as he let out a small chuckle and said "Always!" He seamed happier. I then smiled at his answer I was so happy Armin was my boyfriend again. I absolutely love him more than anyone he's all I had as well and I wanted nothing more then my Armin.
I held Armins hand and we both walked to my room. Armin then said as we entered the room "How have you been Eren?" I looked down and said "fine I guess?" I questioned myself was I okay I guess I really wasn't I just was happy to be with my lover, Armin stopped smiling and said "You can always talk to me.. oh and I'm.. I'm sorry about everything I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I just I didn't wanna be here.. but your all I have and.. and I.. I" before Armin finished he seamed to break into tears and cried and cried I held him tightly in my arms as I sat him down he clutched onto my shirt and put his face on my chest and held onto me tightly. I brushed his hair between my fingers. I hummed a song from my mother, my mother used to him this beautiful song she hummed it when I was sad. I hummed it u til I realized he was asleep. I set him down on the bed and covered him up. I walked downstairs as my phone rang it was officer Erwin?