Into the light..|Eremin

Chapter 25 |Laughing On The Outside, Crying On The inside

Armin POV:

We walked back to class and grabbed our things to go home. Jean, Connie and Sasha kept on bugging me over and over about what happened. I was trying my best to keep on smiling. I kept on smiling. I kept on smiling. I have to smile for you Eren. I'll keep smiling for Eren. For my love. For my sanity. For spite of my parents. For this cruel world I'll smile. I felt tears go down my cheeks as Eren and me walked home. "Why are you crying" Eren asked. "I'm not crying!" I said quickly wiping them away. "I'm smiling as always as I always am Eren see!" I said quickly while smiling. He frowned and said "Talk to me." He demanded. I sighed as my smile disappeared. "There's nothing to talk about." I began walking near my house as he kept following. I was at my door and he yanked me back and threw me over his shoulder. I yelled at him over and over "Eren put me down! Put me down. PUT ME DOWN!" I yelled squirming around to get down. He sighed and said "Armin I want you safe." He said sternly. I continued to act out. I hated my home life but I couldn't risk being with Eren or my father will kill me and him. "Eren put me down! Stop ignoring me. PUT ME DOWN! DONT DO THIS TO ME.." I groaned and felt annoyed. He could really be "Protective" if that's what you call this. I love him more than anything but he needs to let me go. "Okay Eren seriously, stop playing games and put me down!" He said "Shush." He continued to shush me as he entered his home holding me. I felt as I was going to fall but he set me down as I ran toward the door. He blocked me and held my wrists together so I couldn't move my hands. His grip was tight and I was annoyed. Is this what boyfriends do.. whatever, I guess it's okay since he almost lost me twice. Or even a few other times. He took a key from his pocket and locked the door. I slammed myself into him trying to get through to the door.
He chuckled at my attempts as he picked me up and set me down on his bed. I pouted at him and rolled my eyes. He engulfed me in a huge hug as he said "I don't really wanna force you to tell me, but at least tell someone. Please. I'm sorry if I'm being protective but I almost lost you. Your all I have I love you. I love you more than anything Armin." I gave a sigh and hugged him back. "I'm just mad... sorry, I just have to be home I'll be late! I'm not trying to get beaten!" I said as I pulled away. I walked toward the window trying to open it. He pulled me away and said "Fine, but you promise to call me when they do beat you. I'll beat there asses so good they can't move a single fucking finger." I nodded as he led me outside the door. We said our goodbyes. I kissed him on the cheek and ran toward my front door. I sighed as I entered. A smile came onto my face to see my mother passed out drunk and father not home. I walked to my room and texted Eren a cute goodnight message after he explained to me how early it was to sleep. I ignored his little protests and grabbed the covers over me and got comfy. I fell asleep. It was a Friday night but that didn't matter I was exhausted. Usually people my age would be out with friends. I don't have a lot but I was quite thankful to have my boyfriend and the rest of my friends. They party sometimes and even have alcohol but I forbid myself to drink that!

My eyes fluttered open to see the bright light from my window. I sat up still exhausted. I yawned and put my feet on the cold floor. Shivers went down my back as I walked to my closet. I grabbed some clothing and put it on. I still had Erens hoodie and put it one. I loved it. It was like Eren was hugging me at all times. I smiled as I put it on. I slipped on some socks as I headed downstairs. My dad yelled "Get me an aspirin!" I sighed his voice rang in my head. I walked over to the bathrooms medicine cabinet and grabbed him some. I handed the few pills to him as he took them and said "Coffee." I nodded at his request. I started the coffee machine and just my fucking luck. I drop the mug on the floor it slipped okay. It slipped. I grabbed the towels nearby and scrubbed. "Your such a fuck up." There was a knock on the door. He then said "Fucker go get the door" I nodded I guess I have a new nickname. "Yes.." I said as I opened the door. It was him. The man. I shut the door "who was it" he said. "It was just the.. mail man" I said in response. My father said "Clean the mess fucking whore." I nodded and continued to clean the coffee was still on the floor and glass that I hadn't gotten to was there. My father thought I was too slow and as I was knelt down on the floor he slammed my head into the tiles as my nose dropped blood on the floor. Great thanks dad your the best... I sighed "W-what was the for-" before I could say much more he slapped me across my face and said "I never said you could talk.. and who's jacket is that I've never seen it." He got close to my face and yelled "I SAID WHOS JACKET IS THAT!" I answered "I b-bought it" he nodded and said "What what money, you a hooker now.. little fucker I don't allow hookers and sluts up in my house." He pulled my hair as I screamed. "Slut." He yelled once again. He kept calling me a slut and then said "Go fuck your self! Damn whore.." he said as he slammed the door shut causing my mom to wake up. She groaned as someone knocked on the door once again. She got up and went to answer it. "Come in your little bitch is over their." My eyes widened she was gonna let him do this again. He smiled and walked over to me. I backed away as he swooped down and picked me up forcing me on a table. Mother said "I'm going out to the bar bye whore." She walked out the door as I was stuck with a very disgusting man. With a kid fetish. I began kicked him over and over as someone knocked on the door. He turned me over and gaged me with his hand "Come on let's hear you gag." He said all flirty and gross. He continued gagging me as I tried screaming through his hand whoever was outside I hoped could hear me. I kicked and kicked and screamed. "GET OFF M-" he gagged me again. He then removed his hands from my mouth and covered it. He pulled my pants down and started. He thrusted inside of me rougher and rougher as I fought back. He pinned me to the table my wrists were behind my back as he continued. He kept on doing it and removed his hand from my mouth to hear me moan and scream. Blood was dropped on the table and floors. He continued to thrust into me and went so hard. He kept going even as he heard knocking on the door. I wasn't sure if anyone could hear me. But I was screaming so loud. I screamed and screamed. He forced my mouth open to gag me "I wanna hear how much you like it." He said "and no isn't an answer." He whispered in my ear. I cried and screamed begging for him to stop as he thrust into me rougher. I went numb and thought I might pass out. I wasn't wrong because I blacked out. The man was still going as I felt number and number. I couldn't scream anymore. I couldn't even talk. I felt so much pain. I felt disgusted. He pulled out of me finally. I pulled myself up as he unpinned me I pulled my pants up. I fell to the floor and he straddled me putting his weight onto my waist and touching me. The knocking continued. Someone finally got the door open and walked in I couldn't tell what was going on. I was too numb I couldn't walk or do anything. The man continued to touch on me and tried to start again. But the person who walked in forced him off me as I passed out in agony. The brunette picked me up as the man laughed and said "I'll be back tomorrow, and I don't take no for an answer." He said as he winked. I woke up at Erens and emerged from the bed. I thought it was a nightmare as it than sank in.. Eren witnessed it! Eren saw me and said "I'm sorry you had to go through that..." I couldn't respond and felt like throwing up. I was able to move as I ran down the hallway and to the bathroom. I opened my mouth and put my hands toward it. Eren grabbed my hands and said "Stop it! That's dangerous.. you can't do this okay. It'll effect your weight you already stopped eating most the time Armin. Please stop it I love you and whatever that disgusting man did he deserves to rot.. now your staying with me I'm not having you stay there anymore they'll sexually assault you.." I shook my head and said "Eren they'll call the police then I'll get beaten.. so please stop." He sighed and said "Fine but- you better promise if that guy comes over call me okay and I'll be there to prevent it." I nodded and said "I promise." Eren looked down and held me tight as his hand held my head to his chest I wrapped my arms around him. "If it happens again your gonna stay here okay?" I nodded and said "Okay.. I love you Eren.." "I love you too" Eren said in response.