Caught Up in my Thoughts

Yes

Luke's POV

Cece had been so depressed lately, I'm worried about her. She told me that she wanted to tell me and Calum something so I'm coming over today. I'm really worries about what it could be.

Cecilia's POV

I was telling them today. Ashton and Michael said that they both thought that at least Calum needed to know about my cutting, and I decided to tell Luke too. If I was going to get my heart broken then why not earlier on. Even though we had only been on that one date I still didn't want what happened with Nick and me do I would tell him now. It had been a month sense Mali's death and I hadn't spoken to my mother sense the day she died. I hated her. Most of the time I would just sleep or stay in my bed. I never went out anymore. Knock! Knock! Knock! I heard on my door. "Yes? " I asked hoping that it wouldn't be Ashton or Michael. "Hey Luke is here. Do you wanna tell him now?" I heard Ashton's voice ask through the door. Sighing I stood up and walked over to it. I opened it yo see him standing there. I smiled a weak smile at him. "Are you ready?" He asked taking my hand and leading me down the stairs to the living room. I nodded my head. Him and Michael were going to help me out. We sat down them across from me and me in the middle of Michael and Ashton. "So what did you need to tell us?" Calum asked concerned. He looked very confused also because Ashton and Michael where sitting next to me like they already knew. "Well... umm... I... cut..." I said my stomach was doing flips and I squeezed Michael and Ashton's hands that I was holding. Calum's face went from hurt to confused to sad, but never mad. I was relieved of that. Then I looked over at Luke. His face was a pail white. He looked very hurt. Then it changed to sad, but worst of all it went to mad. He looked right at me, and then stood up. He walked right out the door, slamming it behind him. Why was he so upset? I started crying. Calum came over and picked me up. He sat back down on the couch and held me as I cried. Why was Luke so mad about this?

Luke's POV

"Well... I... umm... cut..." she said. No way. I thought not her. She couldn't. Then I thought back to how I had always seen her with bracelets on or something like that. That's when I snapped. I stood up and walked out slamming the door behind me. I went to my car and drove off. I didn't know where I was going but I couldn't go home and I couldn't stay there. She just couldn't cut. It wasn't that I couldn't love a girl with scares, because I did. I had ever sense I meet her. It wasn't that she now was imperfect, because I of all people knew she wasn't. It was just that I cut, and I still did. How could I tell her to stop if I was still doing it to myself. She was everything to me. I looked at the clock. It was 9 I had been driving for 3 hours. I pulled into her drive way and got out of the car. I walked up to the door and unlooked it. I walked in and up to her room. I gently knocked on the door. "Who is it?" She asked and I could tell she had been crying. "Luke." I said. "What do you need?" She asked a little mad. "Can I come in?" I asked. "Yes but only for a few minutes." She answered. I walked in. There she was laying on her bed. She a had her Pandora playing in the background. I walked over and sat down on her bed. She had been crying. Her face was tear stained and her eyes red, but she was still beautiful. "Cece, I'm sorry I left. I shouldn't have. It's just that... I cut too and... I wanted to ask you to be my girlfriend but you probably wouldn't want to be. " I said looking in her beautiful eyes. "Yes." She said. I looked at her in astonishment. "Wait what?" I asked. "Luke, just because you have scares doesn't mean that I don't want to be your girlfriend. I mean... I have them too." She said. I just looked at her. She said what I thought she would never say. "Can I... can I kiss you?" I asked still looking into her eyes. "Yes." I lent in and pressed my lips to hers. Our song, This by Ed Sheeran, came on her Pandora just then.

Cecilia's POV

Our song was playing as his lips touched mine, and his hand moved slowly around to the back of my head, so that I couldn't pull away. Sparks went off. This felt like falling in love. Like nothing that I had ever experienced. Our lips moved in sync as if they were moving to music. His other hand went to my back and I found myself up against his chest. My arm snaked around his neck keeping him from pulling away. His hand was tangled in my hair. Then we both pulled away. Breathing heavily we just stared into each others eyes. I felt like we had kissed forever but then it also get like it was only a few seconds. The kiss was tender yet passionate. I never realized how much I had wanted to kiss him. My cheeks turned a bright pink at the thought and then he gently kissed my pink cheeks with a giggle and said goodnight. I went to sleep happy for the first time in a while. He was mine, how long would he be though.

Hi-ya! So like WOW! Idk what you guys think but I love them together. Was it a shock that Luke cut or did you think that was why he had acted the way he did when she told him? Please tell me what you think in the comments and please vote cause it really helps. :) I don't know if Luke really does cut or ever has bit remember this I'd a fanfic so it's not real. Thanks for reading love you all!- Abbie :)