Caught Up in my Thoughts

Memories

Cecelia's POV

I sat there on my bed looking through my pictures on my phone. There was one of me and Luke. It was our second date. He had taken me to get ice cream. His lips were pressed to my cheek and I was liking my ice cream. He had taken the picture on his phone and sent it to me. I was just sitting there eating my double fudge brownie chocolate ice cream, that's my favorite and I was on my period, and he just lend over and kissed me while taking a picture. It was so funny. I scrolled to the next one. It was of Ashton and Michael throwing me into our pool. Calum had taken it with my phone. I had the funniest face ever. The next picture was of Michael. He had sent it to me one day out of no where. He was making the duck face and his eyes were really big. When I asked him what it was about he said he thought it was a good way to start a conversation. We ended up texting all day, even though part of the day we were in the same house. The next one was of Mali and Calum. They were sitting at the bar at our house Mali had come over and she was making fun of Calum. Then whatever she had just said made him just stop what he was doing and loom straight forward at me. I couldn't help but take a pictureof him. A tear rolled down my cheek. I couldn't stop it. I hadn't cried since the boys told me the news and that was two weeks ago. I put my phone done and lade back on my bed. I closes my eyes. I was so nervous. Today was the day I was going to start counseling. It was 4:13. We had to leave now so that we could be there at 4:30. I didn't have the time to cry now. I got up and walked downstairs." You ready to go?" Ashton asked. I just nodded. We walked out to the car. The 10 minute drive went by very fast and when we got inside the secretary lead me to my counselor's office. "Hello Miss Hood. My name is Dr. Jasmine Parks. You can call me Dr. Parks or Mrs. Parks." She said shaking my hand. I sat down in the chair that was placed in front of her's. "Hi." I answered. I was always so bad at meeting people. "Well before we talk about you is there anything you want to know about me?" She asked. I wanted to ask hee stuff like what's your favorite type of music and are you married but I didn't have the nerve. " No ma'am." She smiled. Dr. Parks was a tall, thin, red haired, freckled, lady. She had on a blak women's suit with a white blouse on under it, and her hair was in a loos bun. She had on blackish blue glasses ans black high heels. "Well then tell me about yourself, do you mined if I call you Cecilia?" I wanted to say only if I can call you Jasmine but I didn't. "No, I don't." I said back. "Well then go on." She smiled sweetly. "What sorts of things do you like to do?" She asked. "Umm... I like to listen to music and play guitar and sing. I also like to be with my brother and his friends. They are pretty much my brothers too. Except for Luke. He is my boyfriend so yeah." She wrote down some notes on a price of paper and I couldn't sew what they said. "Ok. So what are there names?" She asked and looked up with a smile. "Calum is my brother. Ashton and Michael are our two friends." She wrote some more down. "What do you guys like doing together?" I had to think for a minute. I didn't want to sound stupid. "Well they are all in a band, Calum Michael Ashton and Luke, and so I like to at with them. We do other things like swim and go to the mall. Just random stuff." This wasn't so bad after all. "So how often do you see them." I blushed thinking of her reaction." Well me and Calum... we live with Michael and Ashton and Luke is almost always over at our house. He even has a room." She looked a little shocked but then just nodded and wrote something down. "Do you have any other friends?" She asked. "Yes I have another best friend. Her name is Sky." She looked happy to know that I had other friends then just teen boys. The rest of the session was pretty good. I have to come back every week. When I left she followed me out to tell Calum. When I got out they all stood up and Calum hugged me first then Ashton then Michael. I think it showed her how much they cared because they where all asking me how it went and stuff. On our way back Luke texted me asking how it went. He couldn't come because he was sick but I had told him about it. I lade in Calum's arms as we drove home. I hadn't gotten much sleep for a while so I was very tired. I slowly drifted off to sleep not even caring that it was only 5:40.

Hi-ya! Thank you for reading. I don't think after this rime that I will get to update Mondays anymore just because of things happening in my life right now. I haven't completely decided. I will still update on Thursdays though. Please vote and comment. Ilya!- Abbie :)