Caught Up in my Thoughts

Hi I'm Luke

Hi, I just want to say thanks for reading and I may or may not change the title of this chapter and it's picture. If anybody has any suggestions please let me know. Sorry if this is stupid I feel like it is. But anyway I was bored so I did a double update. Hope you enjoy it. Please please please vote and comment it really would help me feel like somebody likes it and if after a little while I doesn't get anything back I may just stop writing it. Thanks anyway. Ily- Abbie
I wanted to dedicate this chapter to rongsofluke. You should check out her book Malevolent. :-)

Calum's POV

"No don't go! Please wait... don't leave me! I can't do this without you! No wait please don't go!" I heard Cecilia yelling from her room. "Please stay Calum! No! No! Don't go! Please! Calum why?!" I got up out of bed and looked at the clock. It was only 7am. Why would she be up and who would she be talking to? I grabbed a pair of sweatpants and put them on. Then I ran to her room and knocked on the door. No answer again I knocked and their was no answer. "I'm coming in Cecilia." Then I opens the door and saw her laying in her bed. I walked over and as I got closer I could here her whimpers. She was crying, but still asleep. Then she screamed and sat up in her bed. She looked over at me and I saw the tears streaming down her face. She scooted over a little. "Will you please hold me? I need to feel safe." I nodded and got in next to her. I leaned up against the headboard and she sat in my lap. She was shacking and still crying. I rapped my arms around her as she put her head on my shirtless chest. I cold feel the cold tears on my skin. I rubbed her back as she snuggled in closer to me. "It was so scary. You and mom and Mali where all telling me that I wasn't any good and you didn't want me. Then you all just left me. Without anybody. Then you came back and slapped me saying I was just a lode of crap. Then you left again." She told me a few minutes later after her crying had almost stopped. That killed me to think that in her dream I did that. "I would never do that to you, I love you to much... we love you to much to ever do anything like that." I tolder honestly.
Cecilia's POV

He loved me and thought I was worth something? I don't think anybody has ever really felt like that with me. "I love you to Calum." I whispered. We sat there for a little while until I finely drifted back to sleeo. Calum still holding me.
1:48

"Hey Cece wake up. Its almost 2." I heard Calum say softly. I groaned not wanting to get up yet. "We can go some place if you want!" He told me excitedly. I sat up and then got out of his lap. He was a good pillow and blanket. Even though he didn't have a shirt on somehow he was still warm. I will also say that he was nice looking and not meaning that in a creepy way. "Ok like where?" I asked getting out of bed as he did. "Umm... I don't know what about a theme park." I had only been to Disney land once and that was when I was 7. I hadn't been to any tipe of theme park since then. "Yeah I would love to!" I was so excited. "Ok well you can get ready and I will go make us some breakfast." I nodded and he left my room closing the door behind himself. I want and took a shower. Then dried my hair and straighted it a little. I pulled it up into a bun cause it was hot outside. Then I went and picked out what to wear. I wore a white loose tank top they came above my bellybutton with the infinite sign and the word love written in it, some wripped Jean shorts, greenish blue Vans, a black with white polka dot bo headband, and all my normal bracelet. I also had a swimsuit on under my clothes. It was bikini that was a neon blueish green and neonvyellow at that bottom, and neon bluish green with a neon pink rectangle on it at the top and it looked like a sports bra. I walked out to se Calum making French Toast. "How are you now?" He asked as I cane in. "I'm better, thanks." I said smiling. The food was ready so we went and sat down to eat. After we ate Calum got ready and we left. We got there and payed.

After riding a lot rides

"Oh my gosh it's Calum Hood form 5 Seconds of Summer!!" I heard a girl scream and then a flash. A group of about 7 girls ran over to Calum pushing me out of the way. It was cool I understood that because that's how I would have been if it was me. I looked over to Calum and skilled because he looked worried. I went over to a small table at a little restaurant in the park and sat down. "Hey cutie!" I heard a guys voice say from behind me. I turned around to see a group of 4 guys standing close to me. "Umm... excuse me?" I said shyly. They came over and crowded around the table. They where way to close to me so I got up and walked to another table. I looked over at Calum who was talking with the fans. The guys followed me. "Umm what do you need?" I asked backing up. I was very claustrophobic and they where making me nervous. "We just want to talk to you." One of the guys said as they moved closer. The guy still had a bad smirk on his face. He grabbed for my hand to pull me closer to him but I moved it away and backed up. I hit a wall so there was nowhere I could go now. They looked about 15 or 16. Where was Calum? "Hey duded stop being a jerk to my sister!!" I heard Calum yell. They all turned around to see Calum standing there. I moved away quickly, and went behind Calum. "Gosh we just wanted to have a little fun." One of them said rudely. "Well you aren't gonna have it with my sister!" He told them. Seeing he was big serous they walked of and went to another girl. "Thank you." I sighed in relief, and then hugged him. "No problem sis that's what I'm here for." He said smiling. I looked at my iPhone. It was 6:17. "Hey do you think we could go home I am exhausted?" I asked. I hadn't realized it because I was having so much fun. "Yeah sure." We walked to the car and drive of. "So... I have band practice tomorrow at 3. Do you wanna come with me and meet the boys?" He smirked knowing I would want to. "I mean you don't have to come I know you don't really like my band or anything, just thought I would ask." He said as we drove home. I was so shocked that I couldn't even say anything. Two days after going to Australia I would be meeting my... my heroes. "Ok you don't have to come. Sorry for asking. I get it though." He tried jot to laugh, but couldn't. "OH MY GOSH!!!!! I'm really gonna meet them!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" I screamed causing Calum to laugh even harder. I started to major fangirl. "I thought you didn't want to go? Well I guess you can." He laughed at me. When we got hone I went straight to bed even though it was only 6:39. I was so tired and if I went to sleep earlier then that would mean I would get to meet them sooner.

Next day

I woke up to Calum mocking on my door. It was 12 o'clock. "Come in." I told him. He came in and sat on my bed. "Good morning! We will be leaving at 2:45 to go over to Ashton and Michael's house. Okay?" I nodded. A big goofy smile on my face. Calum just laughed at me. He walked out and left me to get ready. After my shower I dried and curled my hair. Then I did my make up and went to get something to wear. I decided on a pair if light skinny jeans, and Aztec patterned blueish green, burgundy, and off white colored tank top. I also wore a long gold necklace with a ball and triangle at the bottom. I wore my burgundy vans as well. I didn't think I would need a jacket because it was o hot outside. I went to the kitchen and looked at the clock above the TV. It was 2:26. I made myself some hot tea and an omelette for me and Calum. Just when I was sitting down to eat he came out. He had on a NASA T-shirt, black skinny jeans, black vans, and a beanie. "I made you an omelette." I told him smiling. "Oh thanks." He went in the kitchen and hot his food. Then came and sat at the table with me. "So the me about yourself. I guess you already know a lot about me." He said laughing. I blushed knowing it was true. "Well my full name is Cecilia Taylor Hood." I winked at him and he laughed. "I like to read a lot and I love writing. When I'm older I rather want to be a novelist or an actress. I love music as you already know and I will be 15 in a month and a half." I told him. He smiled at me. "Thank you for telling me about yourself." By then it was 2:43 so we took Carr of our dishes and I went back to my room. After brushing my teeth and putting on a little lip gloss I got my phone, charger and headphones. I went out to the car and Calum was already in it. We left the house on our way to Ashton and Michael's house. "So I know you probably think you know us pretty good, but we are even crazier then you think." Calum warned me. "Ok well I hope I can handle it." I laughed. "And if Luke is really awakened around you don't take it personal." I nodes and we drove in silence the rest of the way. When we got there we went to the front door and just walked in. "Hey guys I brought my sister! The one that is from America!" Calum shouted through the house. I heard loud running foot steps and people saying things like "No I want to see her first!" and "If you get to see her first then I get to hug her first!" The three boys ran down the stairs Luke first. When he saw me his mouth fell open and he stopped right in his tracks. "Hi I'm Luke!"