Falling For A Soon To Be Rockstar

Alright so if your reading my story, thanks! I'm having a lot of fun writing it, so much so that i'm finding it hard to pry myself away from my computer. I really hope your enjoying it as much as I am. Please comment and let me know what you think. And sorry if its a little slow, i really am trying to make each chapter have something that keeps you hooked. This one was my favorite to write so far. Ok, I think that's enough babbling.

Peace, xxMusicJunkiexx

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I looked out my window the following morning to see that it was sunny outside, so I decided I would wear shorts with my dark blue Captain America shirt with my navy blue converse. I pulled my hair into a sloppy bun and applied a small amount of foundation to the bruise on my nose and black eyeliner before throwing my glasses on. I seriously hope that today goes a lot better than yesterday. There's only so much drama a person can handle before she blows a gasket. Not to mention the weird way Alex was acting yesterday. Boys are so confusing, and so is what I'm feeling towards him. On my way out the door, I noticed my mom had left me a note on the stove next to a bowl of fresh cut fruit.

'Maddie I'm heading to the Keys for the next two days with Veronicas parents. The Minards were kind enough to invite me. I'm trusting you so don't do anything stupid. I also left you some fruit and workout DVD's on the coffee table. Try them out; they'll be good for you. Hell invite Veronica over, you could do to make friends with her instead of that homely girl you hang out with.'

God she is such a bitch. Ever since my dad died she's been this way. Although it doesn't help that he left me 75 percent of his life savings and she only got a quarter of it. Yeah she's been kind of bitter towards me since then. I just wish she could go back to the carefree loving mother she once was. The one who didn't ridicule her daughter every chance she got. All she does is hurt me and she doesn't even care because I'm not her precious, perfect child, but I guess that's life and I'll just have to deal with it.

I left the house and sped off towards the school, realizing that I was gonna end up being ridiculously early. Pulling into the parking lot, I tried to brace myself for whatever was going to come my way. Part of me was wishing to run into Alex, but then the more reasonable part of me was screaming run for the hills. As I was walking to my locker I heard something coming from the music room. Naturally curiosity got the best of me and I walked in to see what it was. Alex was sitting on a stool with his back turned to me. He had an acoustic guitar in his lap and was strumming away singing lyrics to a song I had never heard before. I'm assuming that it was one of his bands, but I couldn't be sure since I've never actually seen them play live before.

She's got eyes

Blue as the bluest skies

She sees the world in a different view

And oh, if she only knew

She's all I dream about

All that I can think of

Wishing that this was more

Wishing it was love

And oh, baby your all I need

Till the world gives up on me

I'll have you by my side

So baby just hold on and enjoy the ride

He suddenly stopped playing and turned around to face me like he finally realized I was there. My jaw was slightly hanging open as I stood there and stared at him in bewilderment. I've never heard anything as amazing as his voice. It was like smooth butter running down on toast, like the gates of heaven had opened up and a chorus of angels were singing there song to me. Not even that described how beautiful it was. I think I'm in love! With his voice that is, him I could really do without.

"Um...Maddie what are you doing in here? And you might wanna close your mouth; you've got a little drool on the side there. I mean I know you want me, but that's a turn off." Dammit, I'm staring again, URGH this is ridiculous. What is he doing to me?

"I didn't know you could sing like that. Your beautiful...I mean your voice is beautiful. Not that you're not, but I uh um...I'm just gonna stop talking now." I quickly looked down not wanting him to see the blush creeping up my cheeks. I cannot believe I'm getting my words twisted around him now. This is really not good. I can't like him, not even a little bit. I looked up to see if he was still there and of course he was, but what's worse is he's smirking and laughing at me. That asshole! Who does he think he is?

"What's the matter Maddie? Can't deny to yourself that you want me right now. Having a hard time forming coherent thoughts and sentences. Is my presence to much for you? God all you girls are the same. You see a guy you think is hot and it's like your brain shuts off and you turn into this obsessive creature."

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me. You're just like the rest of them." He rolled his eyes and turned to leave.

"Ok first of all, you don't know me, so don't stand there and act like you do! You're just an egotistical jerk that's way too into himself. You're an ass that thinks he rules the school just because you're in a band. And what's worse is you're a player. You go around breaking all these girls' hearts and for what? Is it a game to you? Do you get some sort of sick pleasure out of it?" I was shaking I was so angry.

"You're such a hypocrite Maddie!" Alex yelled as he walked closer to me. "You stand there and judge me and act as though you know everything about me and my life, when you haven't the slightest clue. I'm none of those things you said."

Now it was my turn to roll my eyes. Typical guy move to not take any responsibility for their actions. Really, who does he think he's trying to kid.

"Honestly Alex, I have eyes. I see the way you act around people. I hear the things you say about girls and what you would like to do to them. So please tell me how I don't know what I'm talking about."

"Maddie that's not the real me, I only say and do those things to keep up with my reputation. I don't want to be stuck at the bottom of the food chain. If you haven't noticed, it kind of sucks being a nobody. I like being popular. Plus I need to keep this image for my band. Do you honestly think we would be this big if it weren't for our reps?"

"Wow Alex, way to be a total sellout and be what everyone expects you to be. You know what you are, you're a fake. You're the worst kind of person there is. I'm done with this conversation, it's not worth my time and neither are you!"

I turned to walk out the door when Alex grabbed my wrist and slammed me into the wall. He leaned his head into the crook of my neck and inhaled deeply. The feeling of his hot breath on my exposed skin was sending tingles all throughout my body. He pulled back a little and stared into my eyes, his green burning into my blue. Finally he leaned all the way in and kissed me. He started out gentle as he slowly caressed his lips with mine. When he sensed that I was kissing back and wasn't going to pull away, he deepened the kiss making it rougher. A small moan escaped my lips as he brought his hands to my hips and started to rub small circles into them. Things were getting more intense and I was beginning to lose control of my thoughts. All I wanted was to continue kissing him, but I knew this wasn't right. He was a player and at this moment, I was getting played. I pulled away and put some distance between us even though my whole body protested.

"What the hell was that? You can't just go around kissing people like that! What were you trying to prove by doing that?" By this point I had walked up to him and was pointing an accusatory finger in his face.

"Relax Maddie; I just really needed to do that. Sorry if it upset you, that wasn't my intention." He looked down sadly, grabbed his guitar and walked out of the choir room and into the sea of students flooding the halls.

GAH! He just made things more confusing then what they already were. And what was with him kissing me like that. More importantly, why did I enjoy it so much? Why do I have the urge to want to do it again?

One things for certain; Alexander Sinclair has made it harder to hate him.